teri maa ki gand

teri maa ki gand
teri maa ki gand
teri maa ki gand
teri maa ki gand
teri maa ki gand
teri maa ki gand


heheh.

Life Of Strangers - #4 DUEL.

You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!
You: hi =]
Stranger: I challenge you to a duel
You: LETS DUEL
Stranger: choose your weapon
You: I CHOOSE A TANK
Stranger: I choose...
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: : : : : : :, : : : : : :/
"-„_::::_„-*__„„~\]
You: oh shit
You: LOL
You: FUCK
Stranger: I use... pelvic thrust
Stranger: it is very effective
You: well
You: my tank
You: fires
You: buring hot lava
You: on your weapon
You: it seems to be burning
Stranger: lava melts tank cannon
Stranger: not very effective
Stranger: I use... cumshot
Stranger: it blinds opponent
You: shit
Stranger: opponent looses turn
Stranger: I rest
You: LOL
You: my turn
You: tank turns into giant robot
You: fires laser beams
Stranger: lasers burn pubic hair.... somewhat effective
Stranger: I use.... ass rape
Stranger: it is super effective
You: i seem to be almost dead
You: i use self destruct
You: on you
You: as well
Stranger: penis is circumcised in self destruct
Stranger: both parties loose
You: LOL
You: good game
Stranger: good game

penis btw. AHAH

Life Of Strangers - #3 - Koreans !

You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!
Stranger: hi
You: hey
Stranger: from?
You: ahah canada.
You: you ?
Stranger: korea
Stranger: south korea
You: oh
You: you have good english then .
Stranger: thanks
You: ahah , hows the weather over there ?
Stranger: cold :(
Stranger: you?
You: cold too , but theres no snow this year :(
Stranger: oh really?
Stranger: Korea will be white x-mas
You: wow
You: lucky !
Stranger: yeah romantic ~
You: ahah , ladies man ?
Stranger: lady
You: oh
Stranger: are u man?
You: yeap
You: are you?
Stranger: female
You: oh
You: sorry then xD
You: i wanna visit korean one day
Stranger: cool~
Stranger: me too I want to visit canada
Stranger: My friend went to canada
Stranger: because of english study
You: oh cool
You: we get lots of koreans here for english study
Stranger: yes so I want to go there :)
You: ahah
You: cool
You: my name is neil by the way.
You: what's yours?
Stranger: Dahye Lee
You: very korean
You: :)
Stranger: lol
Stranger: how old are u?
You: 15
You: you ?
Stranger: 18
You: oo
You: i see.
You: where did your friend go in canada?
Stranger: I don't know
Stranger: but I heard the country
You: oo
You: do you have contact with your friend?
Stranger: no these days busy
You: aw, don't you miss your friend ?
Stranger: university
Stranger: um... I don't know :(
You: oh :(
You: well , i guess your friend is doing fine then .
Stranger: little sad ;;;;
You: aw :(
Stranger: thanks
You: so.
You: do you like taeyung.
You: ?
Stranger: taeyung?
You: nevermind !
You: ahah :)
You: sorry , taeyung is this korean singer and i thought you would know who he is .
Stranger: ah... taeyung is man?
You: yeah a good singer .
Stranger: oh i see
Stranger: taeyung is BigBang right??
You: yeah i think so
You: i love them !
Stranger: me too!! :)
Stranger: I love t.o.p
You: ahah yea !
Stranger: I think very handsome
You: ahah !
You: do you know
You: SHINee?
Stranger: yeah !
Stranger: there is shinee popular?
You: well
You: to the koreans who
You: live here
Stranger: cool :)
You: do you watch
You: korean dramas?
Stranger: yes
You: whats your
You: favorite one?
Stranger: Seondeok queen
You: hm
You: i should watch it =]
Stranger: old time korea queen :)
You: ahah!
Stranger: do you recommend me canada drama?
You: well theres not really good ones.
You: and i barley watch any xD
Stranger: ah~
Stranger: what time is there?
You: 2:45 am
You: you?
Stranger: 19:45
You: afternoon?
Stranger: yeah
Stranger: do u not sleep? :)
You: i do.
You: but i don't feel tired.
You: :(
Stranger: haha
You: what are your plans for today? :P
Stranger: um.. watching the movie :)
Stranger: Roman holiday
You: sounds fun
You: :)
Stranger: and go to eat dinner : )
Stranger: good bye xD
Stranger: have a good day !!
You: alright !
You: good bye !
You: you too !
You: nice talking to you !
Stranger: yeeah ~ bye !
You: :)
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i'm tryna.

let me go ,
this sickness i got in my heart , is not one easily cured.
but it's one that stays with you till death .
the sickness can be painful , but i accept it.
it's not like it hasn't happened before.
a repeat over time .
it dosen't suffocate me nor does it make my heart cold as ice.
but it does ache.
but only time can tell when i can find the time.
when i can truely be happy,
happy.
and going out of my mind isn't an option.

can't breathe when you talk to me.

i love how , your my only problem.

aishiteiru to itte kure - tell me you love me
renai beam ! - love beam !

girl , you know i.

it's more easy , just to sit in your room , and enjoy your own world.
unlike those bitches out there who are all that.
fuck love , fuck stanky bitches. <3

here i go here i go.

why don't we enjoy the beauty of life
it's amazing , it will be better then your ex - wife.
sunny day , far away , shes there waiting
waiting for who me of course , me to carry her in my arms.
she will wait , and i'll wait.
but until then , i'll just have to
enjoy the beauty of life.
we use to cuddle we use to tease , living life in the fast lane.
but then that turned around and look now . just friends i guess.
but i'll wait for you once again . and just.
enjoy the beauty of life that offers me.

fresh coast.

we are from the fresh coast,
don't hate but we the west coast .
full of lovers and haters .
full of dreams and big believers
thats who i am , understand .
i will become one man , one of all top of them not shit at all.
dreams , martin luther made it.
dreams , aaliyah made it . rip girl.
dreams , issac made it.
dreams , MJ made it . rip .
it's nice to just be laid back ,
watchin the clouds in their shapes of wack.
waking up under a tree , remember all those moments
where i was free , for minutes .
dreams . i love you , i miss you .
come back , i really mean it .
dreams.
----------------------------------------
blog , just to tell you .
i love her. and you know who .
but yeah , there something inside.
waiting to come out.
like a demon , a beast .
and i'm waiting until he comes.
so i can slay him .

left eye .

it's a beautiful day. <3

haru !

so it's been a while
since i wrote something
i'm been pretty mild
and i've been harder then a ring.
my raps my wack but you already know that.
i love to rap , and that my dream.
to be one a star someone that looks up to me
i like making songs , about history.
my name neil pizzle . and thats no doubt
this is my world , get out <3.

COOLNESS

You Are Dreamy and Distracted
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

ta ka ta ka.

i , lost you , and i can't seem to find you.

Life Of Strangers - #2 HARD GAY RUUUUUUUUU

Omegle conversation log
2009-10-08
Connecting to server...
Looking for someone you can chat with. Hang on.
You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!
Stranger: JUST TO WARN YOU, I'M GAY.
You: FELIX?
Stranger: THE CAT?!
You: OH
You: NO
You: BUT
You: YEAH
Stranger: o.o
You: AT THE SAME TIME
You: LOL
Stranger: xD
Stranger: IS THIS TREGAN?
You: NO , SORRY.
You: AHAH
Stranger: damn.
Stranger: CODY?
Stranger: XD
You: nope
You: i believe
Stranger: what's your name?!
You: we dont know
You: each other
You: im neil !
You: yours ?
Stranger: i'm domenic!
You: ahah nice meeting you !
Stranger: you too! o:
Stranger: but seriously though. i'm gay. XD
Stranger: IT SHOULD BE FREAKING YOU OUT O:
You: NOT REALLY
You: LOL
You: i know a gay friend
Stranger: wow. this is a first.
You: how so
Stranger: everyone on here's been like
Stranger: "AHWTF"
You: AHAH
Stranger: so, are you cute?
You: - LEVAE -
You: leave`
You: uh
You: nah
You: i dont really consider myself
Stranger: levae, haha, larvea.
You: handsome.
You: in a way
You: you
You: ?
Stranger: /easily amused
Stranger: i think i'm pretty <3
You: ahah thats good
Stranger: really feminine.
Stranger: so i'm pretty.
Stranger: <3
You: AHAH
You: thats good
Stranger: mhm.
You: being postitve about yourself always makes you get the guys
Stranger: yesss.
Stranger: it doessss.
You: so where you from
Stranger: oregon.
Stranger: you?!
You: vancouver !
Stranger: bc?! o;
You: yeah
You: xD
Stranger: schweet.
Stranger: i'm gonna go bother more people now! <3
You: alright ~
Stranger: it was nice meeting you O:
You: nice talking to you !
You: AHAH
You: DOMENIC !
You: cya !
Stranger: goodbye, boy who is probably really cute <3
Your conversational partner has disconnected.

... no comment.

Life Of Strangers - #1 Typical Asian Gangster.

Omegle conversation log
2009-10-08
Connecting to server...
You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!
Stranger: hi
You: hey
Stranger: sup
You: nothing much , tired.
You: you?
Stranger: same ol same ol.
Stranger: watching some interview with Prince
You: prince the rapper?
You: or singing i mean.
You: LOL
You: singer`
Stranger: ....no Prince
Stranger: the singer-songwriter
You: ahah yeah.
Stranger: rapper.... yeeeeah
You: dope , whats happening
You: to him
You: LOL
Stranger: nothing happening
Stranger: did some work today
Stranger: got some stuff done.
Stranger: decided i won't smoke anymore.
Stranger: you?
You: ahah hey thats good
You: ahah , im freaking doing some
You: homework.
You: fuck it
Stranger: what kinda homework
Stranger: what subject
You: english.
You: LOL
You: its so gay.
Stranger: oh easy
You: yeah , but gay.
Stranger: i suppose.
Stranger: essay writing or wot
You: exactly
Stranger: not hard not hard at all.
You: xD
You: you seemed chilled.
You: where do you live man ?
You: country wise.
You: LOL
Stranger: atlanta.
Stranger: you?
You: vancouver
Stranger: oh, canada
You: yeah.
Stranger: yeah i'm pretty chilled right now.
Stranger: at peace with myself.
You: you must be bored too.
You: AHAH.
Stranger: no i just smoked waaay too much past few days so i'm no longer doing that
Stranger: Right now i'm just clearing through the haze and picking up where I stopped.
Stranger: 'specially with school work.
You: ahah , thats a good change man.
You: i hope you have a great life after quitting those bad habits.
Stranger: I dunno.
Stranger: getting blazed for free was good.
Stranger: anyways
Stranger: how are ou
You: ahah shiet , i know what you mean.
Stranger: Yeah, fo sho.
You: ahah im good.
You: getting cold here in canada.
Stranger: same here in atlanta but it's still like 75
You: ahaha weird ass weather now a days.
Stranger: for me that's pretty cold because I'm from Arizona.
Stranger: so i got my winter jacket on and shit.
You: oh reallly ?
You: ahah shit.
Stranger: Yeah.
Stranger: are you in college?
You: nah , im still in high school.
You: are you ?
Stranger: yaeh
Stranger: i'm so glad to be away from my parents.
Stranger: there's so much peace
You: AHAH ,
Stranger: and solitude.
You: can't wait.
You: till thats me.
Stranger: won't be long i hope?
You: do you miss them ?
Stranger: not really.
Stranger: not at all actually.
Stranger: I'm pretty happy to be gone.
Stranger: I miss my dog that's about it.
You: i understand what you talking about yo.
You: parents are sure assholes.
You: not aloud pets in dorm rooms?
Stranger: I suppose they can be but Im trying to appreciate them and shit.
Stranger: no pets in my apartment.
You: oh.
You: sucks.
Stranger: a dog would be too much of a time investment.
Stranger: but it'd be nice.
You: ahah true.
You: someone to talk to when your lonley.
Stranger: yeah I did that all the time.
You: whats your nationality ?
Stranger: american.
Stranger: you're canadian right?
You: yeah.
Stranger: oh, cool.
You: like i ment.
You: german , filipino , vietnamese.
You: etc.
Stranger: chinese
Stranger: american born
Stranger: you
You: ahah
You: filipino
Stranger: oh, cool.
You: i was born in canada .
You: xD
Stranger: pinoy
Stranger: ohh
Stranger: nice nice i Have a couple pinoy friends.
You: ahah yeah.
You: asian pride for the win.
Stranger: ahaha yes.
Stranger: anyways, I think I'll go to bed now.
Stranger: so peace out.
You: ahah peace man.
You: nice talking to you.
Stranger: have a nice life.
You: you too.
Your conversational partner has disconnected.

YOU NOT WORK AT A CHINESE ? , have a nice life bud , accomplish something in life .

unforgetablee.

sins , and memories , they always come back to haunt me.

disuco , disuco .

and as method man would say , damn ivory ! you smell so good !
hi , so i just wanted to write another blog !
DISUCO , DISUCO .
shiet . LOL , alright thanks blog again. just gonna go blab some shit.
1) love you .
2) pfft posers , gtfo .
3) disuco disuco !

rawr ,

it was on the track , i was rapping on.
when i noticed , i was missing something,
it was gone from my body , and i only realized that now.
but i still don't know what i'm missing.

i am in the dark beside you . (8)

the days where no such clicks were formed.
no such things where problems formed.
i was ruler , king of that world .
but alas , all great empire comes down .
so long goodnight oh great knight.
rip , aaa . i regret not writing on your card. sorry .
hi blog . hadoken !
i don't know anymore LOL.
yeah i know, i remember the days.
emo , punk , music ftw LOL !
hedley , AFI , blue october , greenday , MCR , simple plan , AHAH.
shiettt !
i miss them so , i miss her , and her too .
am i , still left here at the back ?

HIP HOP

<3

love you.

masaka.

as the beats rome in the streets ,
i walk along the road eating those beats .
only to find pages of a rhyme
of raps tacks and more time .
i see myself in the mirror in the corner store.
then talk i talk .
boy , where you been , you gotta snap out of it.
he tells me , but i just ignore him.
sluking is a bad habit ,
i miss both of them .

ha.

so you moved , and as i feared , the worst has happened.
we are losing our connection .
and no kathryn , this is for renren.
i've noticed , over the first weeks of school .
that it has already begun , the rude ignorance .
thanks renee , i'll be here for you , i just hope you notice before its too late.

i'm just sprung.

to the one of the left and one of the right , which is yours ?

tonight , i carry the world on my shoulders.

hadoken ,
i brought this upon myself ,and i must finish my duty .
tonight i carry the world on my shoulders , the kingdom is approaching.
i shall grab the key from the depts , and open the door .
thus approaching you , then i lift the world off your shoulders.
upon mine.
do you understand the meaning , the world is upon me , go be free .
i was sent from him , to carry out this mission .
2 minutes until the world is renewed.
1 minute remains .
i shall stop them from coming , you go and escape .
for i shall see you later on .
if you do not see your true self soon , you will always doubt yourself.
your doubtfulness shall be a downfall .
i cannot help you , for i have tried countless times , but i shall always try to help .
dear maiden , understand , will power can overcome anything ,
it is up to you to understand that though .
hadoken .
i brought this upon myself , and i must finish my duty .....

- screaming in pillow -

stupid download , so slow.
why are you like these now a days.
cocky , bitch and mean .
but thats only when you dont notice dumbfuck.

river below.

fuck this .
i should have taken up weed.
god , here we go again .
i try , and try sorry i don't understand.
but no , fuck you .
stop making so hard , god .
i understand you , but sorry if you dont think that.
IM NOT YOUR FUCKING SLAVE.

social life.

now this is so pointless.

but it's hard keeping two lives . LOL

:O

oh hai , blog , it's been a while hasn't it ?
i'm sorry .
things come and things go right ? :P
also , i just wanna say some few things.
DAMN , SHES BLOND MAN SHE A BLOND GIRLL I WANNA SEE NOW LOOOOOOOOOOOL.

hmm.

i wonder , why i'm thinking this .
i just wanna live life that's all .
but no , i can't due to the world is corrupt .
dance and sing , is that all people got ?
shit , hip hop is just not music.
hip is the knowledge and hop is the movement.
mr . blog how many times do you receive this bullshit !
i am truely sorry , forgive me please =]
no , i'm not a dancer ,
no , i'm not a singer ,
yes , i can overcome all you.

heart.

to only grasp my fist . makes me oh so out raged.

down

iunno ,

Teriyaki 1 - His Obsession

- TITLE, CHARCTERS -
- CONTENTS -
- RANDOM RANTS , SYMBOL -
[ Chapter 5 ]
Gensaya Dawn dreams and is alone by himself , only to have a spotlight shine on him .
Gensaya : " What , What is my purpose being here ? "
A bright light shines infront of him , he looks away sinces the light is very bright .
A lady in a bikini tells him his purpose .
No Name : " I can tell you your purpose here ~ , Gen-kun ~ <3 "
The lady shows Gensaya her breasts , but it appears to Gensaya plates of teriyaki !
GENSAYA HAS A GIANT NOSEBLEED ,
HE GOES TOWARDS THE PLATES UNTIL .
- PLUNK -
His sister wham his face with a giant frying pan , and runs away leaving a note.
Note :YOUR GONNA BE LATE FOR SCHOOL.
Gensaya : WTF , UGH , I'LL GET YOU LATER , { something like that iunno . }
Gensaya walks to school .
- Bio Bubble -
My name is Gensaya Dawn , And I'm pretty average to everything , even life itself .
but , i have this little obsession , it's nothing big , but i do love food ,
not just any type of food but.
TERIYAKI .
[ FUTURE NOTE , BASEKETBALL , WHEN AT CHAMP HE GOES BALLERR MODE ]
Gensaya arrives at his school , epic ness
Gensaya goes to his homeroom , and..
GETS A GIANT TEXT BOOK THROWN AT HIM BY THE TEACHER.
Teacher : GENSAYA , YOUR LATE AGAIN , GO SIT DOWN .
Gensaya sits inbetween his two best also obsessed teriyaki friends .
Intro : Toma , Let .
Toma : Yo , Gensaya , did you bring your tools today ?
Gensaya : What tools ? , what are you talking about, today is friday.
Let : IDIOT , TODAY IS TUESDAY !
Gensaya : tuesday . tuesday . OH SHIT , YOU DON'T MEAN TERIYAKI TUESDAY !?
THE MOST HOLINESS DAY OF THE WEEK , THE ONLY REASON WHY I COME TO SCHOOL , THE BEST DAY EVER , TERIYAKI TUESDAY. - he dies and soul goes to heaven -
Gensaya : ALRIGHT , BOYS LETS PREPARE , BECAUSE TODAY WE DINE , AND TOMORROW WE WILL BE MEN !
Let , Toma , Gensaya : YAAAAAAAAAAAA , - EPIC POSE -
---- lunch bell rings ----
The trio sprint to the cafe , leaving no surviors in their path .
their the first in line , grab as much teriyaki plates they could handle . and slammed the tray on the table.
We are seeing them globbing down all as much as they can , without a care in the world ! , it's like a blood bath .
Everyone stares . O_______________________O like that !
A young women apporaches the trio while they are in a battle for their lives !
Young woman asks : Woah guys ! , calm down , theres plently of food !
Trio : NO , WE MUST EAT ! GRAWRGRAWRGRAWR .
--- after their feast ---
-- their have large stomaches but seem to keep their same shape ~ --
Gensaya : WOO~ i am stuffed , i havn't eaten this good since we all met , do you guys remember that ?
Toma , Let : yeah .
Gensaya : It . it only seems like yesterday .
---- 5 YEARS AGO ----
10 aged year old gensaya walking down his neighbourhood .
while 10 year old toma and let are walking down roads too.
they just chilling , until the sweet sweet smell comes around them ,
a sexual smell , that gave them erections .
they all ran to the location of this smell
faster , faster , AND FASTER .

HIP IS THE KNOWLEDGE AND HOP IS THE MOVEMENT !

The Knowledge Movement

"Hip means to know, it's a form of intelligence/To be Hip is to be up-date and relevant/Hop is a form of movement/You can't just observe a Hop/You gotta Hop up and do it/Hip and Hop is more than music/Hip is the Knowledge/Hop is the Movement" -KRS ONE, HipHop Lives, 2007

mmm, hi =]

hi blog , i still love her .
k bye.

lets go over the facts.

sean X renee : , their relationship is bumpy, due to many reasons .
, sean liking alyssa : possible reasons.
, renee , dosen't seem to " care " for sean , also blaming him for not
talking .
, sean , is the other way around .
, they are having the EXACT situation i had with kathryn .

sean N neil : , (N) meaning neutral.

sean N kathryn , (N) , good relationship .

renee X? neil , since renee has no strenght / will power , to improve seans and hers
relationship , she also thinks we have a bad relationship ,
but i made sure i told her were still buddies.

renee N kathryn , sisters of course , but may get on each other nerves.

kathryn N neil , we've done our part , and cleared it , now it's our turn to help
out the rest of the family.

, family tree .

[conflict created.] [conflicted created , solved]
[sean] ----X---- [renee] ------- [kathryn] ----X---- [neil]
\ [good] \
\ ---------------------[good]------------------------ \

....

i am a person , who dosen't deserve to live,
for i just bring upon pain and suffering to people.
fuck my life .

why , did this happen .

i don't know the meaning an.y.mo.r.e.............................

- sigh -

- few notes from the piano play -
you don't like my style ? well let me make your while,
going up and down , well thats your style .
me for me while i take a while
i prefer , diamonds on my mic .
dude , i was already on a boat,
but t-pain just needed to say.
that shit mother fucker !
everyday im hustling
thats my theme music
no hate appericate
its over now the games over
snoop dogg thats repping the hood,
damn , this gotta be some schood.

free style.

so i'm up 2:08 just like kaynes 8O8's
trying to freestyle , trying to g-style
but no that's no fact , that i can't rap
because i'm totally a biter , i ain't a tiger
so i'm here thinking hmm, what to say ?
just like how i started blogging in the month of may .
hickey dickey doc , no , it's not nice to say cock.
well today i was out with my girl at movies ,
hugging and kissing well thats all flouseeyy .
but totally i love that girl and thats no doubt
and watching them nammers go , damn , thats out !
yeap , that made no sense
but i guess i can be excuse from my nonsense ,
why am i doing this little rhyme ?
something to change my mind , and pass the time.
so i'm watching my anime like . 24/7 !
just like drinking slurpees at seven eleven !
god , my anime takes so long to load
sometimes , i see green toads ,
but to mention green i think , turtles ?
because i like them , and i don't have a friend name murdle.
so , what to do at this time of night ?
trying to become a girl's knight .
- coughs -
welcome to the family reunionn
who we introducin?
who we introducin ?
well hello there my name is neil ,
i ain't a peel , nor an eel ,
so i ask a question to the ages ,
what's going on with rap's pages ?
rappers wanna beat down but listen listen.
one , two , three , four , five , six .
let's remix this mix
put a little of that a little of this
and what do you know you got mits .
mits for basketball the court of all
but damn , now im not making sense , just like fall .
i guess i'm done , but this is pretty wack ,
i don't know why but this. is my attack .

it's a hard knock life ! / post 50 ! =]

i'm standing on the bridge ,
i'm waiting in the dark ,
i'd thought you be here . by now .
there's nothing but the rain ,
no footstep's on the ground,
i'm listening but , there's no sound .
till , you come by ,
clear up this rainy day ,
take me to a crowd of people,
that love me as they love you as well ,
when you come , it's not dark , it's bright .
when you come , i hear your footsteps come towards me.
when you come , i'm only listening to you , no one eles .
when you come , my heart beats faster and faster , and you know why ?
because you . Kathryn Cruz , are my bestest friend .
there's no such thing as damned cold nights anymore , since i found you .
you take me by the hand , and always take me somewhere new .
when i'm with you , i don't want tomorrow to come , just today to repeat ,
so i can spend my time always with you . <3

.

i also , have a million hearts .
and all of them have mostly broken .
now , all of them are broken .
god , you guys .

almost lost D.

so , straight up rip michael jackson .
king of pop forever man .
rip bon clay , you did everything to save luffy !

uhm okay, stephaine leonidas , new obsession ?!

omg , so pretty .
" why do birds suddenly appear , every time you are near "
" just like me , they long to be , close to you. "

tiiiiiirredddd.

i loveee youuuuuuuuuu so much,
but you don't know it.
do i have to chase you around the world?
just to say " i love you? "
i would do that , no joke.
just wait for me and one day we will be together forever. .........
maybe......

i guess, you know i gotta chase them pavements as well.

oh hai, well I'm bored at the moment, and like yeah .
I hope my summer plans go well !
and I hope I keep both of my best friends.
I don't want them to leave.
I'll miss renre , since she was my first love in high schooool.
Kathryn is such a good friend , i'll always be there for her .
I'll chase pavements just to get to her , because i heart herr.
Ever been on a trampoline at night time , with the stars out and a drizzle of rain ?
that , is the most wonderful experiance you could have with someone you can really love.
btw , nathan AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHH nice man ftw, ftw. =]
renren, im sorry i dont call you alot, its just that i dont really like those awkward convos :P , its so different when i talk to kathryn .
but renren , i love you so much bestfriend , ill miss you when you move.
we will be apart but our memories will be always with us.

like that.

wow in stereo.

you piss me off.

SUMMATIME ANTHEM

YEE YEE,
SUMMER HERE WE COME.
GONNA CHILL, HOOK UP, AND PARTY LIKE NO TOMORROW.
THIS IS THE SUMMERTIME ANTHEM , EVERYDAY IS A GOOD DAY

im bored, so i'll sleep in a few.

da noah, thats what they say.
they gonna call me one day,
even though i got big dreams.
i gotta work hard to make them come true.
the only way to do that
is to surpass all ,
the only place success comes before work is in the dictionary.
yeah, i know thats lame.
shiet. still learning the basics.
and this what happens when your bored at 3 in the morning,
doing what? nothing of course,
just stalking pictures of girls, like you got no life,
going yeah, im hers, but then i forgot, this is real life
not a fantasty.
interesting isnt it?
fuck the world, i wouldnt say that, because thats a lyric in a song
i love the world, yet its still rough.
we still live in the ghetto, because everywhere is a ghetto,
da noah, ill do it.

f m l.

so, my life sucks.
i know i say, i don't care what people say, or what they do.
but still, im a brat at heart and it still pisses me off.
like you dont have to block me even if i said something awkward, jeez fuck you.
but no, my life isnt the suckist, because theres alot of more people with crappy lives.
and i have to learn that and not be a fucking pussy.
people out there who i dislike, fuck you.
dear bestfriend, =[
you may think i hate you, you may think im sad but you dont always have to say sorry all the time, please .
i know i yell but i truely dont.
i would never leave you fucking behide.
im sorry, for all those broken promises.
i hate it when your mad at me, because im never mad at you.
rip, CP , AA, and AL . may god take care of you.
and im not okay without you, because when you leave you want me away, you want to push me away.
why would you do that, i want you in my life do you see me pushing you away? no.
you may disagree with all this but this is from the heart.
sometimes, your so mad at me, i cry myself to sleep. and i hate that.
you dont have to change your music because you think i dont like it
you can listen to whatever you want.
I DONT WANT YOU TO THINK IM MAD AT YOU ALL THE TIME.
i love you so much and im sorry i hurt you.
but you hurt me.
im sad,
now a days i have pains in my body. but i dont tell you because you wouldnt care.
im sorry i talk about girls, but im still human.
when you wanna talk about elementary or something then ask everyone who went to elementary,
you know what this blog is so gay, im like ranting and you wouldn't even care
because then i will do something stupid,
if it was by mistake im sorry i offended you
if it was on purpose im sorry i offended you again, and you have the right to be mad.
" you dont have to care about me " now if i said that who knows what would happen.
sometimes, my pains hurt so much it feels like im gonna die.
and sometimes my feelings gets hurt badly, and i feel like i wanna die.
but no, im not like that, because im a person who cares for people.
but fuck, fml fml fml. cant wait for summer.
but whatever what i wanna say is no one cares about me because truely i have no friends. thanks blog, for having this emo post up.

why, the emotional, this emotion. love.

hi love, welcome back to my life . did you miss me?
because , i truly missed you, lets go find someone <3
" cause i heard em say , the devil is a lie and money is the key, but you know keep those tickets nice and safe. "

- push.

im back, and wow lots of shit.

if theres only a way to tell you all i can say in just a word.
it would be.
damn.
one day it will just be clear, and ull thank me for this.
i love you so much, and i know i say stupid things.
but fuck not all the fucking time .
like fuck. pisses me off and i become sad and all these emotions come back.
i know you have a harder life , and i wanna help you .
but soon im just gonna blow it one day because of your fucking stupid actions.
so . sorry.

im sorry

blog it looks like the end for our adventure,
but i cant be serious here. sorry .

=D

yay, looks like i found more people blogs
welcome to the blogging world my friends ! =]

sigh.

ugh, theres no point in this blog >_<"

i can't even write things i want to write ugh !

stupid self neil.

flying high.

time to switch it up?
lets see. sorry blog
...
scratch that yo. =]

AHAHAHA, A ROFLBAMA MOMENT.

N = NEIL
I = IRVIN
G = GIORDAN
S = SEAN

WHICH ALL EQUAL = NIGS AHAH !

ah, lets not drift boys.

yee, lets chill soon.

remember that.

mm, you got fucked .

hi, im samuel.
whats your name ? =]

no title needed.

everyday its the same,
-- ---- -- ---- .

life ftw.

im pretty sure, and im sure, times running out.

aha.

<3 , blog i'll make a promise.
to make sure my love light burns for her someday.

ANOTHER QUIZ, HOW WHITE ARE YOU?!

How white are you?

[x] You go to a private school.
[ ] You watch the show Laguna Beach.
[ ] You watch the show American Idol.
[ ] You watch the show O.C.
[ ] You know what a poncho is.
Total so far : 1

[x] You have listened to and liked a band called Panic! at the Disco.
[x] You shopped at American Eagle, Aeropostale, Hollister, Abercrombie & Fitch, J crew, or Lacoste.
[x] You have/had a dog that is NOT a pitbull.
[x] You own a pair of dc's/converse/etnies/vans.
[x] You're afraid you'll get jumped if you say the n-word around black people
Total so far : 5

[x] You have been to a beach house in the summer
[x] You have lived in more than one house
[ ] You/Your parent(s) have driven cars with leather seats.
[ ] You say the word DUDE a lot.
[ ] You think cops are good.
Total so far : 2

[ ] You have absolutely no idea what twista is saying when he raps.
[x] You've dyed your hair before/got streaks in your hair.
[ ] You know who Willie Nelson is.
[x] Your parent(s) give you money when you ask
[ ] Your parent(s) just hand you money for no reason at all.
Total so far : 2

[ ] You have relatives that live in the US
[x] Your parents drive a van/small car
[x] You've been camping at least once.
[ ] You listen to rock.
[x] You're aloud to have/attend sleepovers.
Total : 3

Now take how many X's you put and multiply it by 4.

= 52 % white ! LOL !

i agree.

gentlemen don't.

=[

please, not anymore.

brokenhearts;

There's no such thing called love anymore. Gotta learn that i had my chances , and move on. That's the only way to be fly , gotta learn to be cool. Not to do stupid things. Cause someday I will touch the sky, and that is eternal happiness. So i bid farewell to you love, and i shall seek you again , only to be reminded of the sadness you have brought to everyone . Right now i feel so high , I can touch the sky. Gotta live life until it can't extend no more. Farewell, cho.

...

IF YOU SEEK AMY , AND LIFE.

FAIL <3

+m fayegalgo, <3456. says:
in case my daddy takes my laptop away: gnight & sweet dreams .
- narwhalperlas, says:
ahah awh !
in case my mommy comes in
i love you faye darling.
gnight and sweet dreams !
<3
+m fayegalgo, <3456. says:
haha, i love you too neil! .
- narwhalperlas, says:
<3
fayee
how was your day?
+m fayegalgo, <3456. says:
haha, it was pretty alright.
i loved the weather
you?
- narwhalperlas, says:
omg.
i agree with you so much.
i was really hyper today <3
+m fayegalgo, <3456. says:
haha, wow, SAME .
- narwhalperlas, says:
ahah !
omgsh, so lovely. =]
just like you.
+m fayegalgo, <3456. says:
haha, oh man, i wish .
- narwhalperlas, says:
you don't need too!
=]
+m fayegalgo, <3456. says:
HAHA awe, you always make me feel the like the greatest person on Earth lool.
- narwhalperlas, says:
I can't deny whats true
+m fayegalgo, <3456. says:
haha danng neil, someone knows how to make a girl feel special .
- narwhalperlas, says:
ahah ! , yeah thats what gentlemen do anyways.
=]
+m fayegalgo, <3456. says:
too bad there's not enough gentlemen out there LOL.
- narwhalperlas, says:
exactly !
=]
+m fayegalgo, <3456. says:
this world would be a much more peaceful place!
- narwhalperlas, says:
<3
little by little !
you make my world spin round and round faye !
<3
your a lady who makes the boys turn their heads.
your a ' head - turner '
=D
+m fayegalgo, <3456. says:
HAHAHAHAHAH
- narwhalperlas, says:
AHAH =]
+m fayegalgo, <3456. says:
aweee, WE SHOULD CHILL SOON!
but im like .. grounded LOL.
- narwhalperlas, says:
yea !
like damn !!
LOL
it's okay i can wait until your un grounded !
=D
+m fayegalgo, <3456. says:
haha yayy, alriighties! i'll tell you when that is haha .
- narwhalperlas, says:
we can go take sticky pictures !
drink the most asianness bubble tea we can find!
go boy hunting.
go camwhore like crazy !
=D !
+m fayegalgo, <3456. says:
OH EM GEE, YESSS! haha
yay, im excited now LOL.
- narwhalperlas, says:
LOL !
were both hyped up
omg. LOL !
+m fayegalgo, <3456. says:
HAHA yawwp! i can see it now .. faye&neil day, YAY .
- narwhalperlas, says:
fFAIL
FAIL
AHAHAH
PUT OUR NAMES TOGETHER
FAIL
ROFLLL
+m fayegalgo, <3456. says:
AHHHAHAHAH
AHAHAHHAAHHA
OH EM GEEE
<3
LOL!
we're such .. FAILs
- narwhalperlas, says:
LOL ! <3
I LOVE YOU FAIL !
AHAH
+m fayegalgo, <3456. says:
HAHAHA, I LOVE YOU TOO, FAIL!
- narwhalperlas, says:
AHAHAH !
- narwhalperlas, I LOVE YOU FAIL ! =D says:
check out name
^^
LOL
+m fayegalgo, I LOVE YOU, FAIL <3. says:
HAHAHA YAYYY! .
- narwhalperlas, I LOVE YOU FAIL ! =D says:
AHAHAH !
omg were so fails
AHAH <3<3<3
+m fayegalgo, I LOVE YOU, FAIL <3. says:
HAHAHAHAHA, i love how you noticed that HAHA
so awesome ..
- narwhalperlas, I LOVE YOU FAIL ! =D says:
i love how we have awesome names
that make the word FAIL
=]
+m fayegalgo, I LOVE YOU, FAIL <3. says:
haha, i agreee! .
- narwhalperlas, I LOVE YOU FAIL ! =D says:
=]
your awesome faye, the greatest girl i ever met.
=]
+m fayegalgo, I LOVE YOU, FAIL <3. says:
haha, AWEE! youre awesome too neeeeil
THE greatest guy i ever met, noo joke!
- narwhalperlas, I LOVE YOU FAIL ! =D says:
i don't joke as well !
=]
+m fayegalgo, I LOVE YOU, FAIL <3. says:
LOL, yess, cause we're just oh so uh may zing!
- narwhalperlas, I LOVE YOU FAIL ! =D says:
oh emm gee !
your totally right =]
we have
nicknames for each other now
fail and neye !
=]
LOL
which one would you prefer?
=]
+m fayegalgo, I LOVE YOU, FAIL <3. says:
HAHAHA
neye
LOOL!
i like
both
- narwhalperlas, I LOVE YOU FAIL ! =D says:
LOL !
okay ! =]
+m fayegalgo, I LOVE YOU, FAIL <3. says:
but fail i think owns just a tad more
LOL
- narwhalperlas, I LOVE YOU FAIL ! =D says:
okay
we will call each other fail
LOL
when we meet
each othr
other `
+m fayegalgo, I LOVE YOU, FAIL <3. says:
HAHA yay! awesomeness LOL.
i sound like a loser ... "awesomeness" LOL.
- narwhalperlas, I LOVE YOU FAIL ! =D says:
no you don't !
a loser sounds like this
lasghjlasfaksfd
=]
+m fayegalgo, I LOVE YOU, FAIL <3. says:
LOL, i sound like that sometimes!
- narwhalperlas, I LOVE YOU FAIL ! =D says:
when your underwater !
=]
+m fayegalgo, I LOVE YOU, FAIL <3. says:
HAHAHAHA yee, true dat true dat!
- narwhalperlas, I LOVE YOU FAIL ! =D says:
ahah yee ! LOL
omgsh. <3
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m1TnzCiUSI0
+m fayegalgo, I LOVE YOU, FAIL <3. says:
AHHAHAHHA
WOWOWO
LOOL! HAHHAHA.
- narwhalperlas, I LOVE YOU FAIL ! =D says:
AHAH
=]
isn't it just the randomist
one
ever
+m fayegalgo, I LOVE YOU, FAIL <3. says:
HAHA, yes!
made my day haha.
- narwhalperlas, I LOVE YOU FAIL ! =D says:
<3
im gald i made your day.
i bring even more sunshine into your day =]
+m fayegalgo, I LOVE YOU, FAIL <3. says:
haha, yes you do! thank you fail .
- narwhalperlas, I LOVE YOU FAIL ! =D says:
i love you too fail !
=]
+m fayegalgo, I LOVE YOU, FAIL <3. says:
buahaha! .
- narwhalperlas, I LOVE YOU FAIL ! =D says:
<3
anyways was school really good for you todayy?
=]
+m fayegalgo, I LOVE YOU, FAIL <3. says:
hah, HMMMM .. it was prettty good i guess. considering the weather made me happy & i was in a hyperish mood HAHA. how bout for you?
- narwhalperlas, I LOVE YOU FAIL ! =D says:
same !
as soon as i saw the sun.
the hyperness increase by 200% in my body
+m fayegalgo, I LOVE YOU, FAIL <3. says:
haha , yee, tha's like moi!
- narwhalperlas, I LOVE YOU FAIL ! =D says:
yee !
=D
if i had powers, i would make your day a sunny day everday !
if its a rainy day, just remember me and the sun will appear
=D
+m fayegalgo, I LOVE YOU, FAIL <3. says:
haha, AWEEEE!
yayy! i hope that'll work
- narwhalperlas, I LOVE YOU FAIL ! =D says:
=]
my heart will be skippin when i come near you, it will be skippin when i talk to youu.
and when that time comes, i'll be waiting for you.
the sun will rise at that time.
i love you, and my heart skips just for you.
+m fayegalgo, I LOVE YOU, FAIL <3. says:
haha, AWEE NEIIIL .
GAH!
i gotta go now!
so BYEEE!
- narwhalperlas, I LOVE YOU FAIL ! =D says:

BYE FAIL
I LOVE YOU !
=]
+m fayegalgo, I LOVE YOU, FAIL <3. says:
I LOVE YOU TOO, FAIL!

Song Pick Of The Day <3

Bobby Valentino - Slow Down

but life does has it upsides.

at that moment i saw you, i said to myself your mine. <3

and yet, my heart still aches so much.

i do not know why.

ps, i know, im still not over you too.

I know i know, its now gonna begin, nor its not gonna end.
I wish i can tell you so much, yet i can't .
I don't understand what you think, but im pretty sure you like someone eles.
So yea, my heart still belongs to you, even tho your heart is somewhere eles.
But damn , i think about you much, i even wrote your name somewhere in my notes.
GAH , i just wanna go to your school . Even tho my ex is there, i just wanna admit my love to you.
My heart be skippin' skippin' skippin when i come near you.
It will be skippin' skippin' skippin when i talk you.
And when that time comes by, i'll be waiting for you.
And when that sun rises , i'll sleeping right next to you.
So my heart skips skippin' skippin skippin' just for you.
I wish i can tell you all what my heart screams in me, but i just can't no.
It would be a shock to you, and no , i don't want that.
So i'll be waiting for you, waiting for you.
Because i love you. <3. JC.

I LIKE BOYS ..... AND GIRLS =]

Todays blog is gonna be " put your ipod on random and write down a lyric from the song" 25 songs in a paragraph ! =]

Make love to me ! because all i hear is ladies callin ! . You look so dumb right now , standing outside my house, i mean what would music be without sound ? . BATTLEAXE WARRIORS , seems like streetlights glowning because sooner or later it's gonna be crashing down . GIVE ME A BEAT, when you learn with it rock with it ! . All the hoes jackin got the whole club macking , BECAUSE YOU GOT A WHOLEEE NEWW WORLDD WITH NEW FANTASTIC POINTS OF VIEW. now walk it out now walk it out . I'd like to see you smile ! SO WE CAN SING SOME KAROKE ! . Comeee withhh meee , so i can have this dance. man that mockingbird can sing ! , and this will be my one last tear ! . K-K-K-KRUMP UP !. MEOW MEOW MEOW MEOW MEOW MEOW MEOW MEOW MEOW M-M-MM--M-M-M-MEOW ! , because i love you and i need you. IM NOT THE KIND OF GIRL WHO GIVES UP LIKE THAT.
I got money and you know it take it out of your pocket and show it like know it ! ,
S-S-S-TUDDIN IS A HABIT GET LIKE ME ! , talk you blog for taking this punishment LOL ! ttyl .

ASIAN QUIZZ , jacked from AL.

If you're Asian you MUST take this quiz.
If you're not, just do it anyway.
Tag all your Asian friends, then replace the title with your result. (I am a/an______asian.)

Section 1
[x] Are you Asian in the first place?
[ ] Were you born in an Asian country?
[x] Can you use chopsticks?
[ ] Have you taken Vietnamese/Chinese/Korean/Japanese/Lao/etc. school as a kid?
[ ] Can you speak an Asian language?
[x] Is your favorite subject math/science?
[x] Do you eat rice almost every single day?
[x] Did /Do you spike/highlight your hair?
[x] Do you have an "azn crew"?
[ ] Do have a 95 average?
[ ] Do you get at least a 3.0 GPA?
Score: 6

Section 2
[x] Do you listen to Asian music?
[x] Have you watched Asian movies?
[ ] Can you rave?
[x] Do you know what DDR is?
[x] Do you drink pearl milk tea or bubble tea?
[x] Can you play CS, Starcraft, Warcraft, Diablo, etc?
[ ] Have you played the violin/piano/cello?
[x] Do your parents get mad at you you if you get bad grades
[ ] Are/have you going/taking/took any honors/AP classes?
[ ] Do you own a Mazda/Saturn
[ ] Do your your parents drive an Asian made car?
[x] Do you have a distinctive smell ?
Score so far: 7

Section 3
[x] Are you or were you once a fob?
[ ] Is your last name Li, Lee, Nguyen, Wang, Wong, Kim, Tang, Chow, Kamenashi, Cheung, Lin?
[x] Have you dated/want to date Asian guys/girls?
[ ] Have you designed a website before?
[ ] Do you have both an Asian and an English name?
[x] Do you take off your shoes before entering someone's house?
[x] Do you know the song "Got Rice"?
[x] Anime?
[x] Do you listen to trance?
Score so far: 5

Section 4
[x]Have you eaten dim sum/dumplings before?
[x] Are/or were your parents/mom/dad fobs?
[x] Is the mall your hang out place?
[x] Do you think you're short?
[x] Do you have tons of cousins/siblings/uncles/aunts/etc?
[ ] Can you twirl a pencil between your fingers?
[ ] Have you ever solved a rubik's cube?
[x] Do you read Manga?
[x] Do you/your parents save ketchup packets/napkins/etc from restaurants for later use?
[x] Do you have ASIAN Pride?
Score so far: 7

Section 5
[ ] Are you a very good artist?
[x] You speak your Asian language with your friends?
[ ] Do your relatives own a restaurant/market/Nail salon in an Asian community?
[ ] Do YoU tYpE lIkE tHiS aLoT?
[x] Have you visited your home country at least twice?
[x] Does your house smell like incense once in awhile?
[x] Do you have/need glasses or braces?
[ ] Do you like to read?
[ ] Do you NOT have an allowance?
TOTAL SCORE: 29 LOL.

Under 25 - White Washed -
26-30 - American Born
31-40 - Pure
40-45 - Asian that got fob washed
45-50 - FOB
51- Hopelessly fobby

JUST FOR KICKS !

SO. I HAD A EPIC ADVENTUREE ! , i went to guildford and omg she remembered me ! .
The random lady who sold me my SPC ! =] . We went to guildford rec to watch a bunch of bboys so many hot guyss. <3 , and i saw JC THERE. My heart was pounding like crazy, but it was the time yet, and there were people everywhere ! . i felt early with my bestfriend KC , and omg we see at walmart, JC AND MM and her bro. So KC left, and it was JC and MM . They decided to go back to the rec to watch the bboys.
So i made sure i kissed JC on the head, WELL THATS WHAT KC SAYS even tho i do that to every girl. I'll write a song for JC on a napkin, and give it to her. <3 . ANYWAYS AHAHAH AL IS SOOOO WHITE WASHED LOLOOLOLOL , omg i love JC too much i swear to god. Anyways imma make this blog shorter then usual ! ttyl =]

masturbation? / her.

So appeartly, rc says she " masturbates " im like, oh wow does anyone eles know this?. Then shes like yea, my whole family does, and im like wow damnnn ! . So then im like why did you start masturbating and shes like, oh because it feels good and i have no chest. So then im like " Oh wow, so why are you telling me all this " . Then shes like oh because i like the word alot masturbate runs in my head everyday ! .
JUST KIDDING RC, I LOVE YOU. AHAHAHAHAAHAH , rc dosen't masturbate, but she made fun of me for having a small dick even tho i have a giant dick ! omg, so much bad language in this blog omg omg omg omg bad bad bad abdbadbadba RC i love you. =]
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JC, i love you girl, if i can remake the universe it will be you and I who will be together forever babe, i'd write songs to you everywhere i go, on my arms, napkins, and even on other people, so i can sing in public to you. Girl, i know im not worth anything to you, it's all about the right place and time and i'll wait for that correct moment in time. I love you. Jessica Cho. <3

chasing rainbows !

Hi blog ! okay so i saw the most awesomeness thing in the wholee worldd today ! , I SAW CARS MAKING RAINBOW TRACKS TODAY ! . Like it was raining / sunny and like the cards were making RAINBOW TRACKS WHICH WAS AWESOMEEEEE. I went to the states, NEXUS BITCH, and like the usual buy clothes eat, and get out of there. AMERICAN SMALL IS HUGEEEEEEE . =]. So im thinking about JC right now and FG . I'm seeing JC tomorrow and hope we have a good time together ! , FG is sad right now, and i wanna help her out, i hope her boyfriend hasn't abuse her or anything. I'll kick that guys ass hard, mother fucker ! . So i think im falling for JC more, im not sure even tho i have no change what so ever , FG im not sure. It's like a dam scale and im falling for JC more everyday ! >_<" . i love you. Im the guy in her dp, and shes the girl .
<3 . Oh em gee tangerines ! , i wanna pull a all nighter , but i would look stonedd in the morning like i don't want people thinking. " YO ! , check that kid out hes so stoned right now AHAH , lets fuck him up even more ! " . That would be fun tho LOL ! , JC JC JC JC JC JC I LOVE YOU, NOW STOP GETTING IN MY HEAD, it's a obbession about you ! <33333 . Why can't you be mine ? =[ , ttyl blog !

If I could I would

Check it check it.
So i saw you walking down a rainy day,
I say Hey girl you down , need some cheering up today.

Mic check one two one two.

Hello hello? , ight it seems to be working. Let's get this show on shall we. So yea today's blog is about the letter L, which stands for love, and i love love because i can say love as many times as i want love and it will make sense. so i can say love in this blog a million times, you know why because i love HER , if i was able to i would rent a blimp and she would see the words , "I LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER LOVE HIM. " and i would be like, yea that was me ! =D, for some odd reason im too lazy to write this blog, maybe because im tired again, or maybe i wanna dream. Remembing make a mix boy, or eles. I KILL YOU, okay don't kill me please, O_@ ! <- ah omfg! =[.
So yea blog imma cut you short today sorry bud ! , i promise to write more tomorrow ! ttyl =]

AHAH IT WORKED.

i wonder if it writes here too. <3

omfg, rain can go kill itself !

i hate the rain =[ , it's suppose to be spring break sunny 09 not rainy 09 bullshit !

My dream about JC.

One day, i was in the car with my friends, and they told me JC was getting married.
So I was like WTF?! so i changed into a suit and headed to the church to stop the wedding. While i was on my way to the church, some dude hit me with a dam rocket. Three hours later he said sorry and the wedding was half way in , almost finishing. So then i ran to the front of the church but it was so full I decided to go in the back way, then some dumbass threw a paintball grenade in the air and got paint in everyone eyes ! . I didn't get hit. While i was running my dream gave me a another view of what was happening in the wedding, JC was putting on her vail, and getting ready to kiss the man of her dreams. SO THEN IM RUNNING, then paintball dude chases me, and i see a symbol, and a pair of wings are in the back of my pantleg. THEN MY DREAM ENDED. the end.

My list of " what girls are"

What girls are ( does not apply to every girl in the world ) :
- pretty
- smart
- hyper
fuck this, girls are like awesome alright. Some girlsi can mention.
JC, FG, NL, RC, TA, AC, CH, CH, CC . These girls are the ones i can never get. LOL !
Girls , are like boys. Were both made from God, have flesh, eat, sleep, cool, dope, sick . Girls are my way of living.

btw, this is such a waste of blog space. LOL !

tired.

For once, im tired like shit. i don't know why. I'm usually up till like five if i want, and i have major major major eyebags. So then i decide to talk to "her" right now. and there's two different hers in this dam blog so yea, shes jc =]. I just wanna scream infront of her face, I LOVE YOU FOREVER. But yea that's in my dreams, for some reason i think shes mad at me she isn't like before. She often jokes alot, but then i can accept that i know deep inside she loves me. JOKES =]. I just sent my friend a old disney movie clip, i use to just put the tape in the VCR, go to that part of the movie, and just replay, replay, and replay. <3. JC is one of those girls, who like to write alot of notes, and have those poems which only girls can understand. I like responding to them, but she says it's for funn, but their like everywhere around her ! gosh girl, where have you been my whole life? <3. My blogs are pretty pointless, i write about the most random ass things, ( and im pretty sure im said this more then once AHAH. ) . YEAH WE JUST TOUCHED, TOUCHED ! AWKWARDLY, IF THAT STRANGE FOR YOU IT'S NOT STRANGE FOR ME ! , random song on youtube that has some ass catchy beat. <3 ttyl blog.

Too Fly.

I'm just gald, i know what do to in life.
The year of the gentleman has just begun.

=D

Yay, today was hella fun ! =] , we watched that movie inkheart. I SHALL TEACH YOU THE DRAGONS FLAME ! LOLOL. I went to the mall, and watched that movie, omg, i don't know why. But i was holding her hand, and she didn't mind at all, even tho she likes another guy. =D.
So basically, all i did today was get out of the goddam house. Go to the mall to chill with my awesome friends, and eat dinner. =] Omg another highlight of my day is when me and my older friend went to go sumo wrestling AHAH, with actual sumo bodies they had in the mall today, they were holding some sort of event or some shit. At the end we got free cards to any rec ! =] . Yay my bestfriend is the bestist friend in the worldd ! , so shes so special she gets to read all this blogging shit i do ! and i don't care because i can trust her no matter what ! =] . Alot of nice girls today that didn't give me a weird look if i asked for a hi-five or offered some food ! , real nice today yay for girls ! =] . Just for kicks rememeber that, gonna be real dope ! . Okay, so this blog is the most randomist , unproof read, most crappist one i ever did, FAILURE , FAILURE AND LOTS OF FAILURE, okay ttyl .

Now i am proud to write on this blog.

Yea, purple monkeys wtf?, anyways im tired but don't wanna go to sleep, so i'll write random stuff about this girl.

Girl, i like you alot, but i know that you already know that, so you accept that we just be friends.
I sing to you, chill with you, but i guess im not the type for you,
I'd watch the stars with you and have a candle - lit dinner.
Girl, i'd rearrage the universe, so that you and me are together,
I'd change my life, the world, the universe for you, anytime.
you want it, shiny things , diamond rings? , you got it. <3
I want a shoulder to cry on, and you have a shoulder to cry on.
Me and you = eternal happiness.
I'd write notes to you everyday, explaining my love to you.
Only to find out, that all you want us to be is friends. <3

Wow Wtf?

So, after a few minutes im confused, why? because i just am, that's why. LOL. This is why i don't do blogs, but now i feel like doing them, so that i can write random crap. I never knew "lonelygirl15" one of youtubes oldest youtubers, was really a actress from new zealand. Jessica Rose, i like that name, but from NEW ZEALAND. Wow, im just gald some random LA dude caught her, in her face fakie. <3, no offence. =]. So i notice, my Iphone is gonna die, so i put on this random foreign song, i can cwalk to this if i was viet. <3. I've seen other blogspots, i'll see their blogspot again, if they really write random blogs. =] . Put em up Put em up. You know what, this blogging thing really makes me feel great, just to write out random things, it's like confession infront of a camera, and then watch yourself confess to that camera and thinking. "Wow im a total loser ahah! " . I am a gamer, i played many games with my best friend during the summer, Trickser, Corum, Domo, SilkRoad, Tales Of Pirates, etc. Dam that boy told me alot of things, and now im waiting for a updated download of this game, yea im a gamer nerd, and proud of it. My blogs must be the most pointless blogs ever. AHAH , i love writing them, ttyl.

Hello.

Yeah, i need somewhere where i can just randomly blurt out anything i want, so first blog, what is a blog anyways? =S. God, i've been pissed off this week, due to all the crappy weather and my bestfriend is have her " time of year " phase. I wish girls didn't have that. :[. This blog is really random, and is gonna be, i guess it's aloud since it's my first one. You know when you listen to music at like 2:00 am in the morning, your mind get's teleported in a strange dimension that just seem's mild. I've seen alot of these "blogspots" much more like advertizements, and cheat codes and some shits like that. No need for special edits in this blog, it should be natural, like a noobie way. <3. I'll write in this blog at night time, due to that im more chilled and such. This blog isn't even that long, maybe because i have nothing to type about, ahah im a loser. Maybe i should tell this blog more about myself. Right now im listening to Billy Talent - Surrender, yeah it's a old song, but it's still the shit. I am a anime freak, and yes i do have a costume from some random anime in this world. I like turtles. No need for explanation. Also i like other things too, but i wanna save them for the next blog i write, if i remember this random blog. HA , well ttyl blog.