f m l.

so, my life sucks.
i know i say, i don't care what people say, or what they do.
but still, im a brat at heart and it still pisses me off.
like you dont have to block me even if i said something awkward, jeez fuck you.
but no, my life isnt the suckist, because theres alot of more people with crappy lives.
and i have to learn that and not be a fucking pussy.
people out there who i dislike, fuck you.
dear bestfriend, =[
you may think i hate you, you may think im sad but you dont always have to say sorry all the time, please .
i know i yell but i truely dont.
i would never leave you fucking behide.
im sorry, for all those broken promises.
i hate it when your mad at me, because im never mad at you.
rip, CP , AA, and AL . may god take care of you.
and im not okay without you, because when you leave you want me away, you want to push me away.
why would you do that, i want you in my life do you see me pushing you away? no.
you may disagree with all this but this is from the heart.
sometimes, your so mad at me, i cry myself to sleep. and i hate that.
you dont have to change your music because you think i dont like it
you can listen to whatever you want.
I DONT WANT YOU TO THINK IM MAD AT YOU ALL THE TIME.
i love you so much and im sorry i hurt you.
but you hurt me.
im sad,
now a days i have pains in my body. but i dont tell you because you wouldnt care.
im sorry i talk about girls, but im still human.
when you wanna talk about elementary or something then ask everyone who went to elementary,
you know what this blog is so gay, im like ranting and you wouldn't even care
because then i will do something stupid,
if it was by mistake im sorry i offended you
if it was on purpose im sorry i offended you again, and you have the right to be mad.
" you dont have to care about me " now if i said that who knows what would happen.
sometimes, my pains hurt so much it feels like im gonna die.
and sometimes my feelings gets hurt badly, and i feel like i wanna die.
but no, im not like that, because im a person who cares for people.
but fuck, fml fml fml. cant wait for summer.
but whatever what i wanna say is no one cares about me because truely i have no friends. thanks blog, for having this emo post up.