almost lost D.

so , straight up rip michael jackson .
king of pop forever man .
rip bon clay , you did everything to save luffy !

uhm okay, stephaine leonidas , new obsession ?!

omg , so pretty .
" why do birds suddenly appear , every time you are near "
" just like me , they long to be , close to you. "

tiiiiiirredddd.

i loveee youuuuuuuuuu so much,
but you don't know it.
do i have to chase you around the world?
just to say " i love you? "
i would do that , no joke.
just wait for me and one day we will be together forever. .........
maybe......

i guess, you know i gotta chase them pavements as well.

oh hai, well I'm bored at the moment, and like yeah .
I hope my summer plans go well !
and I hope I keep both of my best friends.
I don't want them to leave.
I'll miss renre , since she was my first love in high schooool.
Kathryn is such a good friend , i'll always be there for her .
I'll chase pavements just to get to her , because i heart herr.
Ever been on a trampoline at night time , with the stars out and a drizzle of rain ?
that , is the most wonderful experiance you could have with someone you can really love.
btw , nathan AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHH nice man ftw, ftw. =]
renren, im sorry i dont call you alot, its just that i dont really like those awkward convos :P , its so different when i talk to kathryn .
but renren , i love you so much bestfriend , ill miss you when you move.
we will be apart but our memories will be always with us.

like that.

wow in stereo.

you piss me off.

SUMMATIME ANTHEM

YEE YEE,
SUMMER HERE WE COME.
GONNA CHILL, HOOK UP, AND PARTY LIKE NO TOMORROW.
THIS IS THE SUMMERTIME ANTHEM , EVERYDAY IS A GOOD DAY

im bored, so i'll sleep in a few.

da noah, thats what they say.
they gonna call me one day,
even though i got big dreams.
i gotta work hard to make them come true.
the only way to do that
is to surpass all ,
the only place success comes before work is in the dictionary.
yeah, i know thats lame.
shiet. still learning the basics.
and this what happens when your bored at 3 in the morning,
doing what? nothing of course,
just stalking pictures of girls, like you got no life,
going yeah, im hers, but then i forgot, this is real life
not a fantasty.
interesting isnt it?
fuck the world, i wouldnt say that, because thats a lyric in a song
i love the world, yet its still rough.
we still live in the ghetto, because everywhere is a ghetto,
da noah, ill do it.

f m l.

so, my life sucks.
i know i say, i don't care what people say, or what they do.
but still, im a brat at heart and it still pisses me off.
like you dont have to block me even if i said something awkward, jeez fuck you.
but no, my life isnt the suckist, because theres alot of more people with crappy lives.
and i have to learn that and not be a fucking pussy.
people out there who i dislike, fuck you.
dear bestfriend, =[
you may think i hate you, you may think im sad but you dont always have to say sorry all the time, please .
i know i yell but i truely dont.
i would never leave you fucking behide.
im sorry, for all those broken promises.
i hate it when your mad at me, because im never mad at you.
rip, CP , AA, and AL . may god take care of you.
and im not okay without you, because when you leave you want me away, you want to push me away.
why would you do that, i want you in my life do you see me pushing you away? no.
you may disagree with all this but this is from the heart.
sometimes, your so mad at me, i cry myself to sleep. and i hate that.
you dont have to change your music because you think i dont like it
you can listen to whatever you want.
I DONT WANT YOU TO THINK IM MAD AT YOU ALL THE TIME.
i love you so much and im sorry i hurt you.
but you hurt me.
im sad,
now a days i have pains in my body. but i dont tell you because you wouldnt care.
im sorry i talk about girls, but im still human.
when you wanna talk about elementary or something then ask everyone who went to elementary,
you know what this blog is so gay, im like ranting and you wouldn't even care
because then i will do something stupid,
if it was by mistake im sorry i offended you
if it was on purpose im sorry i offended you again, and you have the right to be mad.
" you dont have to care about me " now if i said that who knows what would happen.
sometimes, my pains hurt so much it feels like im gonna die.
and sometimes my feelings gets hurt badly, and i feel like i wanna die.
but no, im not like that, because im a person who cares for people.
but fuck, fml fml fml. cant wait for summer.
but whatever what i wanna say is no one cares about me because truely i have no friends. thanks blog, for having this emo post up.