Tuesday, May 4, 2010

uncertain things , that I shouldn't worry about.

" I'd rather think about you , then listen in class "
I think now it's too late,
haven't seen her in a while, closed gates ?
sitting in class wonderin' what to do.
I think I gotta meet her real soon.
Who knows maybe something might happen.
IF something actually happens I'd be snappin'
And tell all my friends that I'm not ashamed of her
Instead tell them how much I love her.
If nothing happens and if it's all my imagination.
I guess I would consider it infatuation.
Back then I've never left like this before.
but now I want more.
Back then I considered you just a person in the crowd.
But wow,
You've peeked my interest about you,
and I really wanna meet you soon.

Monday, May 3, 2010

where is the love.

I want to live forever and if i could live forever everything would come true,
at the moment everything i have keeps driving me.
During the time I have left to live where can i find my dreams ?
Everything is precious to me.
It's no problem, I'll just have a little snack right here.
I took pride when I continued to think like that.
Looking back on the path I walked I've had enough of only having the things I hate
The things I have experienced brighten the path that i wanted to live.
I want to live as much as I can, the days of only hurrying all vanish.
I try to skip even though I'm not completely exhausted, I have such weird thoughts.
Could you give me the medicine to keep me up forever?
If you could, may i borrow to aid others ?
Right now , I can feel people are turning into fossils.
Like being forgotten by everyone, they'll become a dusty existence.
If that doesn't work , i'll show you some of my will-power,
and make them re understand their existence.
Not looking back on the path I walked even if it's only the things I hate , I'll move forward.
The things I have experienced will brighten the existence , and show everyone what it really means to love.


my hand reaches to you, only you can accept me.

I think i understand, and reality's been a bitch.
Can't really focus in my own paradise, invaded by a witch.
But , A angel's beat made it clear where I should follow.
Follow the direction and be a scholar.

save for now, sleep now.

cause you will hate yourself in the end. ( 8 ) .

the rain, made this picture that much wonderful. <3.

 I wonder you your talking about , i'm fairly interested .
is it about us ? , is it about someone else?
i wanna know , cause we'll be glad to let you .
total invasion of privacy , but i'd highly doubt that you know i read .
i know what you mean when you felt disconnected.
i understood the situation fully , and try to avoid leaving people out like that.
i came back , to see you silly.
don't feel disconnected, we all friends, i just hope some of us remember that.
is, the idea of being all together still exist ?


Saturday, May 1, 2010

:D

blog , thanks again bud.

last, but not least. you.

my doors, are always open for you to come in.
but I guess I gotta accept that i can't always win.
to express myself to you ? i'll be able to do that in a flash.
i hope you can do the same for me , no trash.
that morning , when i offered myself as a helping hand ,
you accepted , and that made me glad.
i wouldn't care who would think what we were like,
as long as i helped you , that's all i liked.
that moment made my heart beat so fast faster then light
kinda felt like 20 mudkups taking a bite.
all i wanna say is that, i wanna get to know you alot more.
so that i can sore.
along by your side.
and be a great friend to you.
and hope you be a great friend to me !
and we can go play some wii.
and own you in brawl.
and overall ?
i hope , we can start talking , about ourselves and see what faith has in store for us.

your never gonna read this , but can't I?

it amazes me , how you stand out of the crowd.
it's amazes me , how you look at me and wow.
your a young pretty thing no lie.
to meet you ? be introduce ? i'd die.
because I finally got to meet you.
create a good relationship, get to know you better.
and soon i'll be able to get her.
to be able to walk with you under the setting sun.
would make my heart beat faster then a shooting gun.
you and me equals one of the same.
the only difference ? would be height change. AHAH.
but that doesn't matter love has no boundaries baby.
but, i really want to show you my love , maybe.
if i'm not too shy that's why.
but i won't , it will just hurt to say bye !
i know this is pointless, i know this is wack
but i'm sharp like a tack.
and walls won't stand in my way.
because i'll smash every wall just to say.
i love you.