mmm, hi =]

hi blog , i still love her .
k bye.

lets go over the facts.

sean X renee : , their relationship is bumpy, due to many reasons .
, sean liking alyssa : possible reasons.
, renee , dosen't seem to " care " for sean , also blaming him for not
talking .
, sean , is the other way around .
, they are having the EXACT situation i had with kathryn .

sean N neil : , (N) meaning neutral.

sean N kathryn , (N) , good relationship .

renee X? neil , since renee has no strenght / will power , to improve seans and hers
relationship , she also thinks we have a bad relationship ,
but i made sure i told her were still buddies.

renee N kathryn , sisters of course , but may get on each other nerves.

kathryn N neil , we've done our part , and cleared it , now it's our turn to help
out the rest of the family.

, family tree .

[conflict created.] [conflicted created , solved]
[sean] ----X---- [renee] ------- [kathryn] ----X---- [neil]
\ [good] \
\ ---------------------[good]------------------------ \

....

i am a person , who dosen't deserve to live,
for i just bring upon pain and suffering to people.
fuck my life .

why , did this happen .

i don't know the meaning an.y.mo.r.e.............................

- sigh -

- few notes from the piano play -
you don't like my style ? well let me make your while,
going up and down , well thats your style .
me for me while i take a while
i prefer , diamonds on my mic .
dude , i was already on a boat,
but t-pain just needed to say.
that shit mother fucker !
everyday im hustling
thats my theme music
no hate appericate
its over now the games over
snoop dogg thats repping the hood,
damn , this gotta be some schood.

free style.

so i'm up 2:08 just like kaynes 8O8's
trying to freestyle , trying to g-style
but no that's no fact , that i can't rap
because i'm totally a biter , i ain't a tiger
so i'm here thinking hmm, what to say ?
just like how i started blogging in the month of may .
hickey dickey doc , no , it's not nice to say cock.
well today i was out with my girl at movies ,
hugging and kissing well thats all flouseeyy .
but totally i love that girl and thats no doubt
and watching them nammers go , damn , thats out !
yeap , that made no sense
but i guess i can be excuse from my nonsense ,
why am i doing this little rhyme ?
something to change my mind , and pass the time.
so i'm watching my anime like . 24/7 !
just like drinking slurpees at seven eleven !
god , my anime takes so long to load
sometimes , i see green toads ,
but to mention green i think , turtles ?
because i like them , and i don't have a friend name murdle.
so , what to do at this time of night ?
trying to become a girl's knight .
- coughs -
welcome to the family reunionn
who we introducin?
who we introducin ?
well hello there my name is neil ,
i ain't a peel , nor an eel ,
so i ask a question to the ages ,
what's going on with rap's pages ?
rappers wanna beat down but listen listen.
one , two , three , four , five , six .
let's remix this mix
put a little of that a little of this
and what do you know you got mits .
mits for basketball the court of all
but damn , now im not making sense , just like fall .
i guess i'm done , but this is pretty wack ,
i don't know why but this. is my attack .

it's a hard knock life ! / post 50 ! =]

i'm standing on the bridge ,
i'm waiting in the dark ,
i'd thought you be here . by now .
there's nothing but the rain ,
no footstep's on the ground,
i'm listening but , there's no sound .
till , you come by ,
clear up this rainy day ,
take me to a crowd of people,
that love me as they love you as well ,
when you come , it's not dark , it's bright .
when you come , i hear your footsteps come towards me.
when you come , i'm only listening to you , no one eles .
when you come , my heart beats faster and faster , and you know why ?
because you . Kathryn Cruz , are my bestest friend .
there's no such thing as damned cold nights anymore , since i found you .
you take me by the hand , and always take me somewhere new .
when i'm with you , i don't want tomorrow to come , just today to repeat ,
so i can spend my time always with you . <3

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i also , have a million hearts .
and all of them have mostly broken .
now , all of them are broken .
god , you guys .