where do i belong?

Holy ..

:(, freaking homework and shit. Havnt been blogging in over a whole month.. Damn.

brb blog, i promise i'll be back.

<3

they don't listen to music like we do.

" The ones who don’t have their hands up enjoying the concert. The ones who aren’t grooving with the basslines. The ones who aren’t singing along with the artist. The ones who aren’t at the local record store digging through thousands of vinyls looking for that one record that they must have to add to their collection. The ones who don’t educate themselves on the history of their favorite genre of music. The ones who aren’t next to the stereo at a party looking though the selection playing music for every one. The ones who aren’t nodding their heads vibing to the music. The ones who aren’t afraid to like something not on a top 40 playlist. The ones who don’t get excited  and turn up the volume when they hear their favorite song play on the radio. The ones who don’t have headphones on listening to Nas’s Illmatic album trying to drown out the noise of the other kids on the schoolbus. The ones who, when asked “what kind of music do you listen to?”  reply with some generic answer like “everything but country” because they don’t have an open mind and they don’t consider that they might actually like a little country if they gave it a chance. The ones that don’t get that feeling every time they listen to music. The ones that don’t have a clue what good music is….no, they don’t listen to music like we do. "

To all the heads.

AHAH, oh quiz box :)

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.  

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.  

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.  

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?  

Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.  

The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.  

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.  

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.  

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

don't worry about it.

all you gotta do is take your time.
i'm here no worries i'm not going anywhere not taking any airlines.
i'm here to stay, to love and adore you,
so figure all your answers out, i'm still here boo.
don't be afraid to ask anything i don't bite.
i'll guide you to that flashing white light
but overall all i gotta say
is to don't worry about it. :)
cause i'll be waiting for you .

twinkie flavor lips.

it's all I can think of , because that day I will never forget.

late nights , stars , and dreams.

my eyes closed , music blasting.
my mind enters a new dimension that's ever lasting.
where i can create scenarios of my own liking
create a majectic rainbow path , and go biking.
inside my brain it unfurls.
twirls and does swirls
and somehow this complex mind comes out in singulars and plurals
refined and yet rural.
around me, within the contents of space.
drifting around, no time to waste.
travel the galaxies, visit the stars,
to the cold depts of pluto, to the burning surface of mars.
and to be able to return back to earth
to witness, a new creation of a new birth.
a birth of expression.
still in this mind set, i make one last creation.
and gather a nation.
and all be able to fly in the sky
able to exceed the limits, without whys
float on top of clouds, and eat and dine.
make a jump off the cloud, back right into reality's mind.
opened eyes, morning day.
everything the same way
but with only one thing that's strange.
and that's my undying flame to change.
to love myself, so much to the point where i can't contain.
cause i have accepted me , it's time to pull out the propane.
the propane to smother all doubt, fear, and loneliness.
to ignite and clean up the mess.
cause i don't need those thing anymore.
cause i have love, faith, hope, and some more.
if only I could help you in your time of need.

" so , who's your favorite superhero ? , your my favorite superhero. "

:S:S:S:S:S:S:S
your freaking adorable
i fucking love you.
your wishes are at my command, i'll make them come true.
love is so hard to find , and i found you.
listen baby, you understand how much i love you.
and i love it.
kfsjgkfjagkjdfg
i love you <3 so freaking much.

ELLEN WONG ;heartsheartshearts

'

:)

i'm a winner , you are too !

so listen.
first of all i thought i was a loser , stuck behind this sub-conscience wall
when i lost it all and thought my whole world would become small
but obviously that wasn't the case , but it still hit me hard
it became like a emotional battle scar.
but i realized.
i didn't give a fuck anymore
since i have true friends that stood out more
than what i could have before,
besides that,  i gain some more
and what did i gain ?
i gain love thats for sure.
the ability to understand and to live out life's full potential
to rebuild my fundamentals, and gain credentials
so that I could graduate and be handed a diploma
from my deep sleep in a painful coma.
and now here i am , standing tall and proud
and soon , reach out and make a understanding to a crowd.
don't care , and never will about what people say
instead i'll be walking on happiness way.
doing the things they can never achieve,
getting a girl , and treating her like gentle falling leaves
being a gentlemen , opening the door for new opportunities
listening to music , and flow with the melodies.
and right now , i'm a winner at life because I know i'm one
and obviously , i'm not the only one.
because I know that , no matter what people say about each other.
even if it's about their mother
everybody's a winner , they just don't know it.
and they just have to be reminded about it.
and how can you always remember ?
when you give a hug, when you smile at someone you love
when you are kind, and being free like a dove.
every single kind act you do , and when you are yourself , being yourself
you are the biggest winner , no medal , trophy, or gold certificate can say how much you win.
and hence , i'm a winner , so you are too !
- neilperlas

lalal

http://www.animeevolution.com/main/wp-content/uploads/images/maps/2010/anime_evolution_building_map.jpg

your my sun, i'm your sunflower.

" A sunflower will always gaze towards the sun with neither hate or regret,
even through strong winds and heavy rain, it will continue to look up with a smile,
patiently bearing the pain, while waiting for the sun to shine once again;
but the sunflower has never felt, nor it will ever feel regret "

:$ , i seriously fall for that.

" The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence "

YEAHHHH

LMFAO

awh :) patrick !

why so cute :3

hey,

i miss you blog. <3

come back soon ! :)

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i love you.

LMFAOOOOO

.. yeah.

" There comes a point in life when you realize who matters, Who never did, Who won't anymore and Who always will. So don't worry about people in your past there's a reason why they didnt make it into your future. "

apples.

Girls are like
apples on trees. The best
ones are at the top of the tree.
The boys don't want to reach for
the good ones because they are afraid
of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they
just get the rotten apples from the ground
that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples
at the top think something is wrong with
them, when in reality, they're amazing.
They just have to wait for the right
boy to come along, the one
who's brave enough
to climb
all the way
to the top
of the tree.

WEN WEN HAN :)

your so adorable !

wtshit why wasn't your hair like this in the moviee !

and your freaking 16 !? WHAAT?

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

I CAN TURN OFF MY PHONE AGAIN !

AND THE VOLUME WORKS TOOOO

THANK GOD FOR TOILETS !

understand.

Make my wish come true, let darkness slip aside
Hiding all our hope, mocking what we treasure.
Battles we can win, if we believe our souls
Hang in for the light, till dawn.
Fate will not leave you, hate will not heal you
Pray and one day, peace shall flow everywhere.

creeps i know, but i adore your hair.

WHOS FRESH?!

the child of a legacy of course :)

btw , you kicked ass in karate kid. LOOOL

shopping list , priceless.

WHERE DO I START

? shrunken blazer - 68$ urban outfitters
leather jacket - 120$ urban outfitters

plimsoll sneakers - 18$ urban outfitters

sleeveless hoodie - 43$ american apparel

black bow tie - 26$ american apparel , somewhere else

white suspenders - ?$ american apparel, bang-on, somewhere else

black suspenders - 13$ H&M 

? grey cardigan - 35$ H&M

? fedora - ?$ walmart

dress shirt ( what colour ? ) - ?$ some where

[ THRIFT STORE ADVENTURE  ] winners !

summer flannel - ?$ somewhere

piercings piercings - lip , right ear

earrings - black clip on earrings , hanging . multicolour studs etc.

sigh, J2 sneakerbox, livestock - gotta go there asap 19-27

shirts shirt shirts

pokemon dunks , channel zero dunks - possible? LOL

levi jeans - ? 

so far and we'll see.

your name , future child ?

it would be , monica vanille perlas.

gfjcvcv , somedays i wish i had a ps3 ...

So i spent three days watching a HD full walkthrough of Final Fantasy XIII..
my life is averge. <3

i hate it when that happens.

my will of living still burns greatly.

hi blog, LOLOL

so i wanted to let you have a big long post since i haven't been doing that in quite some time !
so how am I?
i'm doing well i guess , since summer is just freaking around the corner..
and i don't know what i should do you know ? :D
since everyone will be in summer school , i gotta do something to also fill in my day.
i'm not sure if i should work this year , i could try PNE again , or do something random like tim hortans. LOL aunties ftw.
or or or volunteer at anime evolution.. but it's only three days ;[ . still haven't got that stupid thing in the mail.
my love life , is LOL.
i'm not really sure which path of love i should travel on.
:S.
it's retarded i know.
sometimes i wish love was easier to obtain LOL.
btw , stop acting like that it's -__-
but anyways yeah LOL
i have like a new addiction to black ankle socks o_o
and i'm also still debating what my summer song will be ! grrr =[
LOL , i love the randomness in this post ,
cause i haven't seem to do something like this since the beginning where i was so open in my very fist posts.
anyways i guess i can tell you other things later.
like about a certain girl. =/
if you wanna hear all that bs LOL.
oh shit , today was freaking weird..
i was playing basketball with homies until it just started raining , with thunder and storms and shit !
i was like wth..
but when we went inside it stopped O___O
conspriacys...
so yeah LOL , thanks blog !
ttyll... LOL

nanananaanan !

i adore this song ,
back then when i was so sad i'd always listen. LOL
iunno , it was nice when my ipod was on shuffle and this song appeared
good times.

song pick of today.

\

worst comes to worst, my people comes first.

song pick.

what do i do with this ?
obviously plug it in my speakers.
and make my whole room rock with my base on max.
everything blocked, im in my world. <3.

Anything , for you to be happy.

I really wanted to love you.

hehe.

ps, my heart will always be fine no matter what beating it takes.
and i won't give up m'dear.

each one , a different story.

1) hey there, we still look at each other in the halls ahah i still wonder if your into me , or just creeped out by me. whatever though , time will come when that answer will come.

2) shoot , i believe it's been 2 years since we started our goodnights on msn, hope to see you on saturday , i mean i havn't seen you in a while and we still havn't chilled ughh ! . But that's okay , as long as we promised right? :D

3) my new found love, i wonder too what goes on your head. frick , i just wanna know soon okay, since my heart can't take a lot of beating. tell me soon.

4) bestfriend , i love you soooooooooooo much, you can't even image how far the love stretches too. your amazing, all your hard work in your dances made me so proud , even though i was already proud of you so i guess you can say more prouder! , :) keep up what you love doing the most , and i'll always cheer you on ! yahoo~

OH BABY .

Taurus Woman & Pisces Man

This is a match that could bloom into true love if it lasts. Pisces boys are flaky dreamers who tend to float around in their own world, but your down-to-earth nature makes him a little more grounded. Your loyalty also makes him feel safe and cared for. In turn, he inspires you to think of everyday things a little bit differently, and his physically affectionate nature (he loves hugging and holding hands) will make you feel very loved. There are differences between you, but if you can work through the problem spots this could turn into lasting love. (Source: Jellybean's Astro-Soulmate Guide )

Even though they're the lovers of the zodiac, mention isn't always made of Pisces determined side. Trust us: it's there. Taurus is attracted to Pisces' charm, good looks and intellectual depth, and Pisces loves Mr. Taurus' appreciation of quality. This can be a great match, as long as you respect each other's differences and celebrate them, rather than trying to change them.

i agree with you.

Arnold: It’s funny—when you like someone and they don’t really like you back, it’s not so bad. But when you really like them like them, but you find they just like you, it hurts.

right right .

look, listen, shout.
buddy, i swear it's changed you
but just watch I gonna shake the damn world
show everyone that you can do all those things if you just put your mind to it .
I love God , as much as you do.
but gotta slap you to return back to reality.

dear cupid.

do me a favor , shoot an arrow for me.
engrave my name , and make her be mine.
cause right now i'm dying , can't see
i got walls , can't call till after nine
can't do homework, always on my mind.
can't you see cupid , help a man out
i'm pretty much hopeless without that help of yours.
i'll pay you back no worries , anything you want.
i just need that push.
i want her to be mine, able to clear her mind,
soften the pain she receives, take down any boundaries.
her pain , is my pain cause she will be mine.
i'm that knight , i'm that superhero, i'm that wish she makes on a falling star.
i'll be her shoulder to cry on, her person she needs a hug from, a person she can love.
and all i ask cupid , is just some help.
thanks, i'll owe you one.

AHAHAH

` narwhalperlas, says:

*say again?

*:S

*FFF

tnguyen. says:

*LOL i spazzed .

` narwhalperlas, says:

*k

tnguyen. says:

*hmm ?

` narwhalperlas, says:

*oh

*about

*:S

tnguyen. says:

*the project

*LOL

` narwhalperlas, says:

*oh oh

*LOL

*sorry -___-

*my laptop

*is gay as shit

tnguyen. says:

*hahahah , s'all good 

` narwhalperlas, says:

*it's okay baby ::

*i'll be your project.

*you can do anything

*you want to me.

*<3

tnguyen. says:

*i think i just puked abit of my lunch .. 

*LOL

*jk

*but uhmm , no thanks ;D

` narwhalperlas, says:

*

*LOLOL

tnguyen. says:

*<3

` narwhalperlas, says:

*omg

*remember yo-yos?!

tnguyen. says:

*LOL yeaah

*i loved those light up ones

*:)

` narwhalperlas, says:

*AHAH

*yeah same

*freaking

*insane

*straight up

*from the night market

*LOL

tnguyen. says:

*HAHAH  

*of course 

` narwhalperlas, says:

*<3

*i miss you =]

tnguyen. says:

*LOL well isn't that wonderful 

*hahah :)

*jokes, 

*i miss you roo

*too*

` narwhalperlas, says:

*so mean

*AHAH

tnguyen. says:

*expect all sorts of verbal abuse , 

*LOL

*it's me . 

*: D

` narwhalperlas, says:

*oh

*so

*you like

*oh

*LOL

*you can abuse me

*anyday <3

tnguyen. says:

*hehehe

*it's the same way i verbally abuse adrian , and i don't think you'll like that very much

*LOL

` narwhalperlas, says:

*no no

*please

*<3

tnguyen. says:

*hmm

` narwhalperlas, says:

*yes

*okay

*so

*next time

*you see me

*you gotta

*verbal abuse me

*<3

tnguyen. says:

*i don't know anyone besides you who's asked for it

*^o)

` narwhalperlas, says:

*<3

*it's not like i have some sort of plan or anything..

tnguyen. says:

*haha right ..

` narwhalperlas, says:

*:D

*alrighty

*so i must do

*homework now

*-__-

*you do it too !

*don't get distracted

*>;[

tnguyen. says:

*LOL i am , and i wont

*LOL

*have fun homeworking 8-|

` narwhalperlas, says:

*i will.

*cause your my homework.

tnguyen. says:

*omfg .

` narwhalperlas, says:

*get on the desk

*i'll do you

tnguyen. says:

*--

` narwhalperlas, says:

*AHAH

*<3

*love you panda

tnguyen. says:

*i like it rough 

` narwhalperlas, says:

*:D

tnguyen. says:

*HAHA jk

` narwhalperlas, says:

*AHA

*AH

*AHAHHA

*- saves -

tnguyen. says:

*-__-

` narwhalperlas, says:

*kidding

*::

tnguyen. says:

*that's right beeeetch :)

` narwhalperlas, says:

*oh

*so you wanna do it?

tnguyen. says:

*LOL hell no .

` narwhalperlas, says:

*LOL

*kidding <3

*i love you panda <3

*byee

tnguyen. says:

*byeeeeeee

ring ring ring. bananaphone .

fucking nosebleeds

twiggsn.

It's been a while , glad to see your still lookin' good as ever.
feels like the last time we saw each other? was forever.
It's kinda different , i can tell from the way you seem now.
the vibe , the " change " you've gone through , wow.
back then you looked so innocent , that goes for me too .
you are still now, matured more now , and damn ! woo !
can't lie , but you make boys heads turn a full 360 just to see you girl !
damn , don't you give them whirls !
you know, i hope you can tell me whats on your mind.
but only i can wait for time.
for you to be comfortable enough and be able to tell me
i hope you and me create a new refreshed relationship that we can see.
we can't press F5 and load , nor we can't press the restart more.
only time and promises can keep us better then usual
and only time can tell when i can official put a smile on your face.
I would care for you , you know that.
you would for me too.
My hands are always your distant at heart , so you could always reach for me when your sad.
or when your mad.
Look inside, within yourself and discover that true happiness is always within yourself and others around you.
I hope to support that happiness, break the iron bars.
So that i can bring you out , and carry you out of my arms,
and I can be the one who takes you away.
to your paradise in your heart,
and find your inner peace.

To be continued ?

I am in the dream world,
am I still sane girl?
I believe I am when your with me
we become what we see.
My mind is in the process of developing
due to the fact that it's breaking.
It won't break I swear
just like the cloak of friendship that we wear.
My eyes wonder upon the wonderful blue sky,
lie my head down and wonder why,
the birds fly with such grace.
And also at a steady pace.
To be free like a bird world mean wonders to me.
That's all I ask for, deep down in me.
But boom forgot about reality,
and how it's not a conspiracy.

... to be continued?

psst, gotta write one up

yo , come back !

woah woah , sorry everyone the train went off track , please wait for further instructions.

jklzxdcfgyhuityuio
LOL , -__- what was i doing !?
i've been so weird recently , and all that just randomly got spilled on you.
sorry , LOL , ignore what i said please.
...even if it's true.

when , you just blank out at a amazing song.

be yourself above all, let who you are, what you are, what you believe, shine through every sentence you write, every piece you finish.

.

If I had a dollar every time I heard a yes, I would be a millionaire. ( 8 )

the rush all coming to me in a instant,

by the lights, the sounds, the people.

makes me realize.

how relaxing it is.

Peace:

1) An acknowledgement of parting, ending a phone call or e-mail, similar to goodbye. Often used with "out"

2) A greeting , similar to hello.

3) An expression of non-violent wishes or intention.

4) Term used to describe sections of anti-war movement

5) Used to describe the presence of The absence of violence, disruption, or disturbance.

6) Something I would love to see

uncertain things , that I shouldn't worry about.

" I'd rather think about you , then listen in class "
I think now it's too late,
haven't seen her in a while, closed gates ?
sitting in class wonderin' what to do.
I think I gotta meet her real soon.
Who knows maybe something might happen.
IF something actually happens I'd be snappin'
And tell all my friends that I'm not ashamed of her
Instead tell them how much I love her.
If nothing happens and if it's all my imagination.
I guess I would consider it infatuation.
Back then I've never left like this before.
but now I want more.
Back then I considered you just a person in the crowd.
But wow,
You've peeked my interest about you,
and I really wanna meet you soon.

where is the love.

I want to live forever and if i could live forever everything would come true,

at the moment everything i have keeps driving me.

During the time I have left to live where can i find my dreams ?

Everything is precious to me.

It's no problem, I'll just have a little snack right here.

I took pride when I continued to think like that.

Looking back on the path I walked I've had enough of only having the things I hate

The things I have experienced brighten the path that i wanted to live.

I want to live as much as I can, the days of only hurrying all vanish.

I try to skip even though I'm not completely exhausted, I have such weird thoughts.

Could you give me the medicine to keep me up forever?

If you could, may i borrow to aid others ?

Right now , I can feel people are turning into fossils.

Like being forgotten by everyone, they'll become a dusty existence.

If that doesn't work , i'll show you some of my will-power,

and make them re understand their existence.

Not looking back on the path I walked even if it's only the things I hate , I'll move forward.

The things I have experienced will brighten the existence , and show everyone what it really means to love.

my hand reaches to you, only you can accept me.

I think i understand, and reality's been a bitch.

Can't really focus in my own paradise, invaded by a witch.

But , A angel's beat made it clear where I should follow.

Follow the direction and be a scholar.

save for now, sleep now.

cause you will hate yourself in the end. ( 8 ) .

the rain, made this picture that much wonderful. <3.

 I wonder you your talking about , i'm fairly interested .

is it about us ? , is it about someone else?

i wanna know , cause we'll be glad to let you .

total invasion of privacy , but i'd highly doubt that you know i read .

i know what you mean when you felt disconnected.

i understood the situation fully , and try to avoid leaving people out like that.

i came back , to see you silly.

don't feel disconnected, we all friends, i just hope some of us remember that.

is, the idea of being all together still exist ?

:D

blog , thanks again bud.

last, but not least. you.

my doors, are always open for you to come in.
but I guess I gotta accept that i can't always win.
to express myself to you ? i'll be able to do that in a flash.
i hope you can do the same for me , no trash.
that morning , when i offered myself as a helping hand ,
you accepted , and that made me glad.
i wouldn't care who would think what we were like,
as long as i helped you , that's all i liked.
that moment made my heart beat so fast faster then light
kinda felt like 20 mudkups taking a bite.
all i wanna say is that, i wanna get to know you alot more.
so that i can sore.
along by your side.
and be a great friend to you.
and hope you be a great friend to me !
and we can go play some wii.
and own you in brawl.
and overall ?
i hope , we can start talking , about ourselves and see what faith has in store for us.

your never gonna read this , but can't I?

it amazes me , how you stand out of the crowd.
it's amazes me , how you look at me and wow.
your a young pretty thing no lie.
to meet you ? be introduce ? i'd die.
because I finally got to meet you.
create a good relationship, get to know you better.
and soon i'll be able to get her.
to be able to walk with you under the setting sun.
would make my heart beat faster then a shooting gun.
you and me equals one of the same.
the only difference ? would be height change. AHAH.
but that doesn't matter love has no boundaries baby.
but, i really want to show you my love , maybe.
if i'm not too shy that's why.
but i won't , it will just hurt to say bye !
i know this is pointless, i know this is wack
but i'm sharp like a tack.
and walls won't stand in my way.
because i'll smash every wall just to say.
i love you.

dear you.

i seem to be walking down the road of imagination in my mind.

and realized that you seem to be walking past by my side.

i didn't realize at first , i thought you were passing by.

but then you took my hand , and lead me somewhere i could fly.

we flew, up to the stars and we counted them one by one.

sounds foolish but not really.

cause counting stars with you , i would adore, really !

i wouldn't mind , we can keep counting forever.

because each star represents a wish we hold together.

but do we stop there ? no we won't.

because you and me there's no joke.

that our relationship together is to hard to split.

and theres nobody that can take us apart that quick.

i'd bring you to a place where you havn't been before.

but obviously, i'd take you to my heart some more.

to see what i think about you , my true feelings for you.

and really i just wanna be your boo.

i'll care , love and care some more

i'll never shut the door.

this love , can be describe as a rollercoaster on crack !

but really it's more like a gentle breeze, kinda wack .

but what i mean , is deep down , and whole hearted.

if i had the chance , i'd be your knight in armor guardin'

and you know something , you really changed my life.

when i first met you i thought i just might.

jump for joy because i met someone as fun as you.

more exiciting then how cows go moo.

but short story short let me say this.

i'm only able to do this by a air kiss.

i'll wait for you , and i don't mind.

i have all the time and why ?

because your my ateh, that's all that counts.

i'll tell you all my things with no doubts.

take care of me ?

cause i'll always take care of you.

and no matter what , we will always be the perfect two.

Short Story

                The year is 4107, and music as we know now doesn’t exist in an era of technology and science. Music died and never rose again since the concept of it never really got brought up in the years that it died. No one really knew how music died out; it kind of just faded away when the years went by. But there was one person; a teenage girl who believed that music itself still lives in this era. Her name was Kristine, an average teenage girl with a basic life.  She didn’t fully grasp the idea of music and what it really was until she found an old document on the internet about music itself. She was amazed at how beats and lyrics together would create large movements around the world itself, and create such a gap into history itself. It made her wonder, how did exactly did music die without a trace?  This excited her; this amazing thing called music and made her want to experience this sensation herself. Kristine went off to find sources of music and not too soon due to the advanced technology and advanced machinery in her time, finding samples of such music wasn’t very hard at all. Kristine had found out that a local library near her was holding samples of music within their archives. She had rush to the library as fast as she can and accessed the music archives in the library. Behold in front of her was over 10,000 samples of music that was accessible and available to her. She was so shocked, amazed at all the music and slowly she picked one genre. Kristine chose hip-hop, as the song played it was like her body, and mind were slowly going into a state of where her mind would just blank. Blank enough to image a new world inside her mind consisting of the era of hip-hop. The song was done and she decided to choose another genre, classical. The soothing and mellow vibe from this song made her feel at peace, this feeling she had never experienced before in her life. It was like she physically felt happiness. She picked one last genre to listen to, she chose metal. This sensation of energy rushing into her ears and the lyrics it consisted of made her just wanted to scream in the library, scream loud enough so that the gods can hear her. Kristine stopped listening and sat down, her mind was at a critical state due to all these sensations she felt all at once. For a while Kristine sat, and thought that people needed to hear this. People needed to once again hear the sensation of music, in this era no one even can’t feel these sensations anymore she felt that she would be the one to bring back music and let the people hear. So she got her plan into action by getting the necessary materials to help her broadcast music everywhere. Kristine was able to rent out some music samples from the library and able to borrow speakers from the library as well. She went to the busiest area and stopped, setup, and got ready. The moment of truth was at her finger tip waiting to press the button, the push of a sensation and new era to begin. Kristine pressed the button and a song played, it happened to be Imagine by John Lennon and soon everyone just stopped where they were. No one except her ever heard of such a sensation, it seemed like everyone was in their own world. A world where they could find true happiness and meaning in their lives. As the song slowly ended and as the looks on the people’s faces turned towards Kristine they knew exactly what they needed to do. They all praised Kristine for providing them such a wonderful sensation. From then on Kristine became the CEO of a new music company called “Sky’s The Limit”, and soon music was reborn into a new era and planning to keep living for many other generations to come.

when your bored in socials :d

I met this girl on the interwebs
and to my eyes i thought we were dividend
but then i got to know her, shes pretty mysterious
but i know she would be fabulous.
She became my ateh i'm so glad
that this girl became a helping hand.
Take a pen and write on a piece of paper
just to say hello, fold it to a paper plane
and the love I put in the letter would pass through all haters.
It would reach her safety, no interruptions in the way
and soon she would realize i'm a new friend who would care for her so much.
I'd would be a special necklace around her neck that will never rust.
Your the apple to my pie
the smoke to my high
and why?
because i know your mine.
And i would just keep going on about how amazing she will be
I'm like a blind man, but with her I can see the true wonders the world really consists of.
Soaring, flying through the sky's like a dove
light as a feather, light as love.
And now I can walk the streets in peace
my music on full blast listening to hip hop beats.
Knowing that I'm wack but I don't care
someone out there is breathing the same air.
all this and more is what she means to me. S2
and i'm like a carebear i shoot beams.

smile.

webcaming is so fun. <3

ROTTARA ROTTARA (lotta love)

How much love do I need

How much love do I need
to hold in my chest before we can tell each other?

With my chest this full of love
With my chest this full of love
When I held you that time,
we felt happiness

Lotta Love Lotta Love Lotta Love (Why?)
Lotta Love Lotta Love Lotta Love

what did you do ?

i love to relax in the darkness of my room <3

im so sick of love songs?

lolololol , blogger i'm M.I.A.

what.

I can't even find inner peace anymore

counting stars.

here. I am chained and shackled to the walls of reality.
the only way to tell i'm alive is by the
tears that roll down my cheecks.
I thought I was free, free from problems and society
But was caught by time itself.
To understand would take me years for me to explain,
But only a week to realize.
Each star I count only leads me to nothing
Nothing, that place where my faith is/
But only when the shackles come off,
and I am free from reality,
Will I'll be truely happy,
and faith has a place in my heart.
Hear my battle cry , the battle cry
of me.

where are you.

i see i hear i love it all.
but maybe , is it all just wrong ?

ahah

damn , you think it might be fake
but to me , it's real.
all this , this blog comes from what i am.
the only place where i can review what i've done , and how to fix.
and mix it together.
so i can create a new.
i still can't solve my rubix cube mind.

i really wanna just like , understand.

i still wonder , if people open up arms.
increase the peace , screw the mainstream.
ahah , my hand is still here , to help you whenever you need it.
like a statue , waiting.
waiting for you to accept me.

a tinted window , only to be seen through the eyes of the wandered.

it's amazing how one song can change a mood ,
a sad one to a happy one .
i really like those kinds of songs.
they pull me through.
i can hear the sad memories,
still haunting me.
but only to run towards the light.
where i can find happiness.
it's amazing , still.
how people don't really understand me still.

bored in socials , LOL.

so here we go again, an amazing tune
it's like a giant battle wound
where'd i get this wound ?
from my freestyle battles
makes the others peoples minds rattle
I spit, dominate the mic and stage
but I don't have the money and not even minimum wage
but still lyrics and lines flow out of my pen
and they always make peoples eyes red
you know why? of course not silly
because it makes peoples eyes teary
due to the beautiful beats and words I produce.
so anyways hi i'm ------- that's no doubt
at the moment I feel like a mount
sitting here just listening isn't that great
get's boring and i feel like bait,
in a shark infested area.
but whoa I got off track
because a bit about it sounded wack -_-
so i'm almost at the end of my page
the ending words before I leave my page
to dream is to dream and to win is to win
is all i think is really true
just like how cows go moo
this is me, this is now
able to make all this up, wow.
but I love writting like this
it's like I can wish, wish, wish
for love and a happy life
and of course a beautiful wife
so i'm done my spit, put down my mic
walk away, go home on my bike
and enjoy the rest of my life.
word.

mama told me.

and what did mama told me ?
why , to keep on dancing in the moonlight of course.
she also told me to never give up on my dreams.
because it's true , they are goals i want to do.

worst comes to worst.

yo , this time of night it kind of mellow

like the vibration of green jellow.

but really , where does it all come from,

it comes from there . the area where no one can see.

the area where respect and dreams would be.

unlocking puzzles , breaking codes , deciphering cyphers.

anything to get the answer i desire

worse comes to worse , but his people comes first .

a goal i reach , kinda relates to mike myers in shrek.

where he had to save fiona in the first movie.

and he was no loony.

i'd bring the game , but no one plays.

i'd row the boat , but no one rows.

i'd light the fireplace, but no one gets warm.

so what do i ?

i smile of course , and let all my problems soak away.

smiling to me , is like medicine that can cure me anytime , and anywhere.

and the best part is.

it's free , has meaning , and needs effort to be put in.

from bboys

to DJ's

to hiphop it self.

that still requires effort too , even though it's on life support.

and what does this all mean , this whole entire post that i have developed over time?

the only answer would be the answer, and that answer is already mine in time.

can't help it , can't deny it , because i love it.

i enjoy being a otaku.

AHAH ,

i'm so cool.

1,2,3,4

i came through my bathroom door

5,6,7,8

look how great i look mate.

i'm not afraid to show real colors

but you know one day when i'm another.

i'll look back to the past and have a smile.

because i know , i was proud to enjoy

the sensation of what it is.

anime.

i ain't mad at you , sometimes i wish i didn't know you but i'm glad i do.

i really hope one day time reverses.

and happiness comes back.

to time and cheerfulment.

i've be even happy if time just went back a day , where no secerts , smirks , or other things appeared.

is this not agreeable , is this agreeable.

sometimes i try to act , when it isn't.

you know , you keep a smile on my face.

and i try real hard.

so i wonder.

where did you go ?

and biters, are not i.

i got more shit you can't even relate too ( 8 )

what would you do , if you had a chance to fly.
but only to be clipped of yours wings in a mattter of years ?
that emotion , feeling , that experiance will be gone.
but i guess if you don't take the chance you won't be able to even get all that.
oh well , right ?

all the girls get the guys on the floor.

so i read a post from one of my friend's blog,
and it got me thinking.
wth right ?
fuck all this  , it's not really worth it
but it is somehow that according to life.
i just wish i could just fly,
and get paid at the same time
but dreams only do happen in your most wildest imagination.
just like sex , drugs and coco puffs.
that book was f'`` .
if one of them adored you.
one of them loved you
and one of the liked you.
which one would you prefer m'dear ?

hi there =]

so , there's a new obsession i have.
her name is krystle. AHAH.
she's different from other obsessions.
in a mind way. AHAH
but yeah. <3 hai there.

sunshine.

always.
never.
too far.
right ?

:D

LOL , thanks you two for chillin today <3

it just seems to be a agreeable subject . no ?

do you agree with me ? , i thought so.

true concept that i developed, or is that all a conspiracy?

beautiful girls all over the world
i could be chasing but my time would be wasted
they got nothing on you baby
nothing on you baby
they might say hi and i might say hey
but you shouldn't worry about what they say
cos they got nothing on you baby
nothing on you baby.

1 , 2 kaboom.

your insane.

sigh

come on . >_>

coca cola !

will i be ever satisfied ? :D

long story short.

i think it's time.
that we all get up.
make a change not to be afraid.
i'm not and i want change
i'd rather be a hater then not do anything.
i'd rather wrap myself in tin-foil and call aliens to help me out.
so how i miss thee.

big brother.

i don't understand why i'm flowing out onto this blog.
but alot get's out of my mind.
maybe , being nice isn't really a good thing.

crazy.

why the closed doors,
i open mine to you if i want too , but you decide to just close yours again.
i understand your that type of person.
but i want to get to know you better.

why?

it's odd how we're all spilt up,
what happened ?
i blame social groups.
it's not a right feeling.
i wish that , we're all together again.

watching the shadow of your fingers type.

last but not least the man of the hour !
the man who can take you down.

thank you.

i forgot the feeling of addictive blog posts.

word.

makes me wonder , if it's true.
what things people say and do.
if only i could understand what they are.
i wouldn't be pondering all the time.
a story couldn't give a solution.
nor a script couldn't as well.
but time will pass and i have to try.
to see if it will work out in all.

yeeyee

Word up, the formation of words to fit
That's what I usually disturb you with
A lot of rappers never heard of this, or know half the time it is
You doubt the Illa-Fifth, what could you accomplish?
Whether they skywriting your name, or you anonymous
You be speechless, with stinging sinuses
The Roots royal highnesses through your monitors
I tilt my crown, then blow down a diamond kiss
You need to buy a CD and stop rewindin this
I'm the finalist, shinin like a rugged amethyst
And at your music conference, I'm the panelist
Listen close to my poetry, I examine this
like an analyst, to see if you can handle this
Check it out
You, got the groove, emcees
freeze, stand still, nobody move
unless you dealin with The Next Movement
The P-Phi-D we be the mon-u-ment
I live my life nice, but I'm not too bent
You theatrical as a Broadway play, this ain't Rent
One hundred percent, straight out the Basement
Spreading this across a planet on some next shit
How many people feelin this love music? C'mon

sfd

i've cried more this new year then ever in my entire life.
and it's only feburary.

hehehe

cynthiacruz! says:
*NARWHAL
` narwhalperlas, says:
*SWIMMINH
*IN THE
*OCEAN
*CAUSING
*A COMMONTION
*BECAUSE THEIR ARE SO AWESOEM
*oh hi
*:D
cynthiacruz! says:
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*WHAT
*no
*yes?
` narwhalperlas, says:
*how come
*your up
*so early
*>;
*[
cynthiacruz! says:
*uh
*becaues i always am
*HAHAHA
` narwhalperlas, says:
*holy crap LOL
cynthiacruz! says:
*LOL.
*i miss you all =[
` narwhalperlas, says:
*the cats
*miss you too
*their not appearing anymore =[
cynthiacruz! says:
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*OMFG.
*I SAW
*A
*CAT ON THE STREET.
*THE FIRST DAY I WAS HERE
*AND I LOL'd
` narwhalperlas, says:
*AHAHAHAH
*so cynthia...
*how many.
*flip boys
*have stared
*at you
*so far
cynthiacruz! says:
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*a lott.
` narwhalperlas, says:
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cynthiacruz! says:
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*i know eh ?
` narwhalperlas, says:
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*greasy
cynthiacruz! says:
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` narwhalperlas, says:
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*AWH
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*























` narwhalperlas, says:
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*AHAHAH
*so cute
*:D
*I HOPE YOUR HAVING
*LOTS OF FUN
cynthiacruz! says:
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*no0o0o0o0o0o.
*i am :)
*i just miss you all,
` narwhalperlas, says:
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*are you
*just staying
*in manilla
*o_o
cynthiacruz! says:
*nope :)
` narwhalperlas, says:
*where you going ~
cynthiacruz! says:
*I AM,
*i don't know.
*boracay.
*is one.
*but i have to get onto ANOTHER plane T_T
` narwhalperlas, says:
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*LOl
cynthiacruz! says:
*:P
` narwhalperlas, says:
*i was on a plane too
*going to bohol <3
cynthiacruz! says:
*LOL
*bohol was fun .
` narwhalperlas, says:
*you went already?
*DID YOU
*SEE THE
*TARISER?!
cynthiacruz! says:
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*YES I DID
*LOL
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cynthiacruz! says:
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*drinken
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` narwhalperlas, says:
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*heheheh
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` narwhalperlas, says:
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*=]

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ahah.

so lonely.

=]

put your wishes into the memories you do not want to forget...

i guess.

neil , it wasn't a mistake.
it was more like fate.

djsfh nm.

LOL , i'm just sad.

100 wishes i tend to make ,

if all is true , why is it false

if i can't understand , how do you?

understand , that i'm right your wrong.

get it straight in your head.

sometimes , i don't know who you are or who i am anymore

i just avoid those stupid things , give me a fucking break

YOUR FUCKING PISSING ME OFF

FUCK.

gtfo .

NEW OBSESSION . CREEPY CHAN.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E6NqXH2O6Vc
Hi , this is allison harvard ! , she likes blood . <3

like a star !

sometimes i climb to the top of my roof
thinkin of what i should do
for the next generation of creators
what they do , and what they think.
sometimes i just go for walk
thinking about the things i've done
walk step walk step.
left right left right.
each moment i take makes me go back to the days where i was a youngin
true beauty lies beyond oneself, and only one can achieve.
my acts have meaning, kaboom kaboom !
also , gotta remember what they taught us
follow your dreams follow your dreams
and soon lies success !

OH RIGHT , HAPPY NEW YEAR !

ahah thanks 09 , i guess you've been a rocky one for me
and thanks all those other years too !
you've grown up with me alot, ahah thanks.

i'm a hermit <3

and that's the truth !